juushika: Screen capture of the Farplane from Final Fantasy X: a surreal landscape of waterfalls and flowers. (Anime/Game)
Title: A Shining Affliction: A Story of Harm and Healing in Psychotherapy
Author: Annie G. Rogers
Published: Penguin, 2008 (1996)
Rating: 5 of 5
Page Count: 335
Total Page Count: 534,505
Text Number: 1957
Read Because: mentioned by [personal profile] chthonic_cassandra, ebook borrowed from the Multnomah County Library
Review: While treating a troubled child during her PhD internship, the author becomes mired in memories of her own traumatic childhood. Therapy is a chain of interconnections, patient to therapist to therapist's therapist, and Rogers insists that these relationships must be two-way in order to be effective and sincere, despite that they're intentionally stymied or curtailed in most therapeutic practice. But this is more experiential than didactic: it sits within events as they unfold, proactively interpreting them in a way which is intimate, evocative, and surprisingly concise. I liked this, I found it compelling and nuanced and compassionate; it also gave me uneasy, hopeless feelings about why I don't do therapy—maybe that's inevitable.
juushika: A black and white photo of an ink pen (Writing)
Title: At the Dark End of the Street: Black Women, Rape, and Resistance—A New History of the Civil Rights Movement from Rosa Parks to the Rise of Black Power
Author: Danielle L. McGuire
Narrator: Robin Miles
Published: Books on Tape, 2019 (2010)
Rating: 5 of 5
Page Count: 365
Total Page Count: 523,740
Text Number: 1904
Read Because: I think I found this by browsing [personal profile] chthonic_cassandra's Goodreads, audiobook borrowed from the Multnomah County Library
Review: This is one of the most difficult books I've read, emotionally; and I've read a fair bit of true crime which intentionally places specific cases within the cultural context that birthed them; but this is many cases, spanning decades, and it's a brutal read. Like much academic writing, there's an excess of signposting and repetition; and, because the message is so emphatic, the repetition can make it feel preachy. But who cares. This is a crucial reframing of the historical narrative, centering the ubiquity of black women's experiences with sexual violence, using it to chart the changing tides of the civil rights movement and to uncover the formative role women played in building it—a necessary reclamation.
juushika: Photo of a cat in motion, blurred in such a way that it looks like a monster (Cryptid cat)
Title: Our Share of the Night (Nuestra parte de noche)
Author: Mariana Enríquez
Translator: Megan McDowell
Published: Hogarth, 2023 (2019)
Rating: 5 of 5
Page Count: 645
Total Page Count: 523,135
Text Number: 1902
Read Because: reviewed by [personal profile] chthonic_cassandra, ebook borrowed from the Multnomah County Library
Review: A father fights to free his son from the grip of a powerful cult and dark figure that they summon. This is long, and long always makes me worry about bloat; but there isn't much here that I'd trim back. A family saga, it unfolds in pieces, in perspectives, unlocking like a puzzlebox new information about the family, the substantial worldbuilding, and the cultural context. The focus on the perpetuation of power is ruthless, with more triggers than I could list here, but it's character-focused, not preachy, and the speculative premise gives momentum to what might otherwise be a depressing slog. I loved this: devastating, tender, captivating; one of my best reads of the year.
juushika: Screen capture of the Farplane from Final Fantasy X: a surreal landscape of waterfalls and flowers. (Anime/Game)
Title: Spindle and Dagger (aka Lies and Miracles)
Author: J. Anderson Coats
Published: Candlewick, 2020
Rating: 4 of 5
Page Count: 305
Total Page Count: ?
Text Number: ?
Read Because: reviewed by [personal profile] chthonic_cassandra, ebook borrowed from the Multnomah County Library
Review: Deeply rooted historical fiction about a young woman attempting to sell the lie of a saint's blessings to a Welsh prince in order to buy her safety within the warband that killed her family. The protagonist's lie, her complicated relationships with other women, her tenuous position, her trauma, often intentionally lead her to communicate poorly; I adore that, but when combined with the number of bait and switch near-escapes, the structure starts to feel strained, almost contrived - which is frustrating because there's no emotional contrivance. So I can nitpick: I wish the structure were an inch different; I wish it weren't as yoked to its historical inspiration, because the larger plot is less interesting than the protagonist's story. But her story got me to read first-person present-tense YA and like it, which is near enough a miracle: the adherence to her point of view and willingness to allow her flaws makes for an astute, nuanced portrait of trauma.


Title: Tell Me I’m Worthless
Author: Alison Rumfitt
Published: Tor Nightfire, 2023 (2021)
Rating: 2 of 5
Page Count: 50 265
Total Page Count: 507,260
Text Number: 1816
Read Because: personal enjoyment, ebook borrowed from the Multnomah County Library
Review: DNF at 20%. You know that person who keeps pointing out [bad things happening to shared social group], and you go, I acknowledge and am horrified by this but I'm not sure what you want me to do with this information except to be angry about it? I understand what motivates that sharing; there's space for it, for shared rage, for pure acknowledgement; at best, it can be an impetus to action. But it's often just a suffering vortex, a spiral of anger and despair.

Tell Me I'm Worthless has a great title and undoubtedly has a receptive audience, but it was pulling me into the suffering vortex.


Title: Can't We Talk about Something More Pleasant?
Author: Roz Chast
Published: Bloomsbury USA, 2014
Rating: 4 of 5
Page Count: 230
Total Page Count: 507,490
Text Number: 1817
Read Because: borrowed from a local Little Free Library
Review: A graphic memoir, this follows the author's relationship with her aging parents as they approach end of life. This runs into the usual issue of "how to rate a memoir": Not every page lands; predictably, it's the humor that fails me. But the complete text does work, which doesn't mean this is likeable or enjoyable so much as bitterly cathartic. I appreciate Chast's honesty, particularly in the insistence, and consequentially unfulfilling narrative structure, that these things that feel like they should be profound - end of life care, the loss of a parent, grief - don't necessarily offer closure or healing or profundity or anything, really, but a slow grind towards death.
juushika: A photo of a human figure in a black cat-eared hoodie with a black cat and a black cat plushie (Cat+Cat+Cat)
Title: Black Maria
Author: Diana Wynne Jones
Published: HarperCollins Children's Books, 1991
Rating: 4 of 5
Page Count: 240
Total Page Count: 504,370
Text Number: 1795
Read Because: fan of the author
Review:
We have had Aunt Maria ever since Dad died. If that sounds as if we have had the plague, that is what I mean. Chris says it feels more like that card game, where the one who wins the Queen of Spades loses the game. Black Maria, it is called. Maybe he is right.


Mig and her family are conscripted to a visit to Aunt Maria's seaside cottage, only to find her ruling the village in an iron grip. Mig's story is recorded in diary entries, which is a gimmick I adore, and moves from a wry, claustrophobic comedy of manners and into something appropriately DWJ-ish: strange, organic, magical. I was prepared to be annoyed by the binary, isolationist treatment of gender, and it's not awfully subtle, but it grows weirder and more complicated alongside the magic. My favorite DWJ? nah; but I have a backlog of her books on my ereader that I keep for a rainy day, an "I have nothing to read day," and selecting one at random had exactly the effect I wanted: it held my attention, wasn't afraid to get funny and strange, but grounded itself in well-sketched characters.


Title: The Little White Horse
Author: Elizabeth Goudge
Published: Penguin Young Readers Group, 2001 (1946)
Rating: 3.5 of 5
Page Count: 240
Total Page Count: 505,565
Text Number: 1801
Read Because: reviewed by Rosamund, ebook borrowed from the Multnomah County Library
Review: A girl orphaned by her parents' death travels to live with her cousin at a distant estate, and is pulled into an ancient family feud troubling a sweet country village. The beauty and the beast vibes are real - not the monster bridegroom, but the estate: beautiful, gently neglected, haunted by a tragic past, magically populated by embroidered riding habits and delicious sugar biscuits. It's delightfully purple escapist reading, set on the blooming cusp of spring, lush and indulgent and unrepentant. And for want of a monster bridegroom or other dangerous fairytale aspect it's limited by its 1946 publishing date, with restrictive gender and didactic social commentary which is never subverted or complicated. I mind less than I would: blur out the lectures about the sins of female curiosity, and the protagonist's journey, riding her gigantic protector-dog into the dark woods that surround a fairytale estate, still feels beautiful, bold, and, yes, full of a hunger for knowledge.


Title: A History of Fear
Author: Luke Dumas
Narrator: Graham Halstead, Toni Frutin, Gary Tiedemann, Jennifer Aquino, Shiromi Arserio, Gary Furlong
Published: Simon Schuster Audio, 2022
Rating: 3.5 of 5
Page Count: 370
Total Page Count: 506,250
Text Number: 1803
Read Because: this review, audiobook borrowed from the Multnomah County Library
Review: The personal testimony, edited and supplemented by interviews and evidence, of a murderer who claims his crime was the work of the devil. That gimmick - the personal narrative paired with investigative materials - is great fun, expanding on unreliable narrator tropes by adding a host of additional, contradicting voices. Both halves of the narrative develop their own theories, a divided structure that limits the space for each and, as a result, means neither is especially subtle. Still, I like how this handles spoiler ): subtle, again, not so much, but nuanced it is.
juushika: Photograph of a row of books on a library shelf (Books Once More)
Title: Comfort Me with Apples
Author: Catherynne M. Valente
Published: Tor, 2021
Rating: 4 of 5
Page Count: 100
Total Page Count: 455,355
Text Number: 1591
Read Because: fan of the author, ebook borrowed from the Multnomah County Library
Review: Sophia, in her bizarrely oversized house in the uncanny perfection of Arcadia Gardens, knows she was made for her husband. The combination of elements (spoiler )) is clever; perhaps too clever, as explaining the premise takes over much of the denouement. But it's so creative and logical and, in Valente's hands, full of powerful lyricism and specific, evocative, grotesque imagery. I love the interstitial HOA bylaws.


Title: Lost in the Moment and Found (Wayward Children Book 8)
Author: Seanan McGuire
Published: Tor, 2023
Rating: 3 of 5
Page Count: 160
Total Page Count: 456,950
Text Number: 1595
Read Because: continuing the series, ebook borrowed from the Multnomah County Library
Review: "I want more hefty worldbuilding on the nature of doors" / "no, not like that" is the vibe, here. A six-year-old flees her abusive stepfather and stumbles through a portal into the Shop Where the Lost Things Go, which stands as an intersection between worlds; and I appreciate that twist on the series' format. But it falls flat, and that's partially due to the lazy infodumping in the final third and the fact that the aging mechanic feels disconnected and arbitrary, but it's mostly that these installments are so short. The end is rushed and all worldbuilding implications are foisted on to the next book, leaving this one firmly in the "this is fine" camp. A lot of this series falls into that middling category.


Title: The Man Who Fell to Earth
Author: Walter Tevis
Published: RosettaBooks, 2014 (1963)
Rating: 4 of 5
Page Count: 200
Total Page Count: 466,395
Text Number: 1635
Read Because: reviewed by Rosamund, ebook borrowed from the Multnomah County Library
Review: A slim novel about an extraterrestrial come to Earth in the effort to save his people. While gently dated in that way of golden-era near-future SF (the specifics of its social anxieties; the tech), this lands its themes of aliens and alienation with a subdued, bitter grace. This sounds deeply unappealing, but I promise it works: speculative elements provide the narrative structure but take second seat to a sequence of quiet scenes grounded in unassuming mundane detail wherein characters drunkenly navel-gaze at issues of alienation, social identity, and social collapse. The irony of calling this a very "human" work isn't lost on the book itself, and it is: flawed and mortal. Thank goodness it's short, though - at length this would be miserable.
juushika: Photo of a cat in motion, blurred in such a way that it looks like a monster (Cryptid cat)
Title: Wicked Saints (Something Dark and Holy Book 1)
Author: Emily A. Duncan
Published: Wednesday Books, 2019
Rating: 2.5 of 5
Page Count: 390
Total Page Count: 451,515
Text Number: 1577
Read Because: recommended by chthonic-cassandra, ebook borrowed from the Multnomah County Library
Review: A cleric infiltrates her enemy's capital, aiming to assassinate their king. Okay: the writing here is atrocious. I can't say if it's objectively worse than most YA or just more evidence of why I avoid the genre (although it at least isn't another example of the first person present tense curse). It does its best to undermine all its potential, but there's a lot of that: A conflict between divine magic (from questionable gods) and blood magic (with overtly problematic ethics); aesthetic gore and wintery war-torn nations; the tension of courtly politics, doomed desires, and deception. I dig the vibes; the worldbuilding developments at the 60% mark recaptured much of my attention. But I sure hope the sequels are better written, because there's only so much "he was a glorious monster, tragically beautiful"-style writing I can take.


Title: Ruthless Gods (Something Dark and Holy Book 2)
Author: Emily A. Duncan
Published: Macmillan, 2020
Rating: 3 of 5
Page Count: 545
Total Page Count: 455,900
Text Number: 1592
Read Because: continuing the series, ebook borrowed from the Multnomah County Library
Review: Our protagonist et al. head overland as their nations are trapped in an endless winter, seeking a magical forest where she can speak to the gods. This is a better book than the first in the series, but I don't think it's because the voice is meaningfully improved; I've only adapted. (Awkward sentences and comma splices abound; the repeated descriptions of a "beautiful, terrible boy" are ridiculous.) But the focus on the worldbuilding and the messy, compelling magic system—particularly the protagonist's relationship with magic/the divine—compels me. And while the interpersonal dynamics are unforgivably tortured, it's a fun torture: longing repressed by guilt, made more interesting by the larger forces at work on the cast. I'm still not convinced this series is good, but so far I don't regret continuing.


Title: Blessed Monsters (Something Dark and Holy Book 3)
Author: Emily A. Duncan
Published: Wednesday Books, 2021
Rating: 3 of 5
Page Count: 530
Total Page Count: 456,790
Text Number: 1594
Read Because: continuing the series, ebook borrowed from the Multnomah County Library
Review: In the wake of the world-altering fallout of the previous book, the cast copes with the return of lost ancient gods and the consequences of their countries' long war. I hugely disagree with criticisms of the magic system in this series, because that's easily my favorite part: magic is regional, fluid, and fuzzy, and while it's pointedly dissatisfying not to have easy answers, the result is something much more convincing and compelling for its nuance. I really enjoyed the middle worldbuilding sections on account.

Unfortunately, I'm a lot less interested in the sudden-onset found family vibes that permeate this book, and I lost the thread a bit in the climactic action: characters sacrificing/dying/spoiler ) is thematically apropos but I hate it anyway, and when combined with a found family it makes the a tolerably-happy ending too predictable. Further, the writing hasn't significantly improved during the course of this series, although the quirks seem to change each volume; this time, a lot of onyx eyes and flat, quippy one-liners. There are elements of this series which I sincerely admire, and I don't regret reading it, but the execution leaves much to be desired.
juushika: A black and white photo of an ink pen (Writing)
In order: great; interesting; flaming trash fire that made me realize, oh, this is why true crime has a reputation! Like, I've read plenty of questionable true crime, I had a misadvised My Favorite Murder binge, but now I get it, I really do.

Anyway, also in order: painting the breakfast nook that bright, lovely orange; gardening for sure, and maybe other things I've forgotten (the landing, maybe?); finishing up the breakfast nook.


Title: A Question of Freedom: A Memoir of Survival, Learning, and Coming of Age in Prison
Author: Reginald Dwayne Betts
Narrator: Sean Crisden
Published: Tantor Audio, 2018 (2009)
Rating: 4.5 of 5
Page Count: 240
Total Page Count: 406,760
Text Number: 1529
Read Because: reviewed by chthonic-cassandra; audiobook borrowed from the Multnomah County Library
Review:The memoir of a black man who at 16 was tried as an adult and sentenced to 9 years for carjacking, this is a lucid and insightful examination of the criminal system, less about guilt and more about punishment, about the essential values of retributive justice, about the racial demographics of prisons and the way incarceration cycles inmates back through the system, about attempting to serve time despite those odds. These are things I already understood in broad strokes, but I benefitted from internalizing them via memoir, not as statistics (although Betts's experiences are statistically unremarkable) but as a person. Betts's voice, with his background in poetry, is fluid and compelling.


Title: The Fact of a Body: A Murder and a Memoir
Author: Alexandria Marzano-Lesnevich
Narrator: Alexandria Marzano-Lesnevich
Published: Macmillan Audio, 2017
Rating: 3.5 of 5
Page Count: 340
Total Page Count: 407,100
Text Number: 1530
Read Because: more true crime while painting; audiobook borrowed from the Multnomah County Library
Review: An interesting example of the true-crime-as-memoir genre: a would-be death penalty litigation worker finds herself reexamining her own experiences with child abuse after encountering the case of pedophile on death row. I appreciate the transparency: in the true crime/memoir relationship; in the act of narrativization and how the legal system, memoir, biography, and true crime all interpret and construct events. It speaks back to the slew of other true crime memoirs I've read, interrogating their structure while pushing it to its extremes. It also speaks to the genre's worst tendencies of being circular, self-centered, disconnected, or, ironically!, too neat.


Title: Night Stalker: The Life and Crimes of Richard Ramirez
Author: Philip Carlo
Narrator: Tom Zingarelli
Published: Tantor Audio, 2016 (1996)
Rating: 1.5 of 5
Page Count: 530
Total Page Count: 407,630
Text Number: 1531
Read Because: more true crime while painting; audiobook borrowed from the Multnomah County Library
Review: 1.5 stars. My sincere apologies to any true crime whose writing style I've spoken ill of in the past (although they did deserve it), because this has altered my parameters for pulp in the genre. A thorough recounting of Richard Ramirez, a serial killer who conducted a crime spree in 1984-1985 California, but written in the least reliable way possible. The chronicle of the crimes is unforgivably pulpy and, because of the book's structure, many details stand unsourced (where are these dying words coming from??). The trial coverage is exhaustive, which is fine with me, and Carlo is fascinated by Rameriz's female fans, which I agree is compelling (and I'd be interested to read about serial killer groupies in depth, especially given current handwringing re: female fans of true crime). But! This is 100% "heavy metal and BDSM makes you a serial killer; now let's rubberneck some murders and Satanism and the fantasies (and bodies!) of serial killer groupies," with nary an ounce of self-awareness. Hypocritical, exploitative, sleazy, pulpy, sort of embarrassing to read despite its interesting subject, thoroughness, and that it seems to be broadly accurate.
juushika: Photo of a cat in motion, blurred in such a way that it looks like a monster (Cryptid cat)
Two of these are actually backlogs (one actually very backlogged) (I am unusually behind on reviews right now); nonetheless spooky season has begun! My autumn TBR is gorgeous.

Also bless these first two forth both going the ominous footnotes route. It's my new favorite gimmick. Also it makes me want to reread Jonathan Strange and Mr Norrell, which I remember for exceptional footnotes but haven't read in so long that I can't remember how, precisely, they inform the atmosphere.


Title: Other Words for Smoke
Author: Sarah Maria Griffin
Published: Greenwillow Books, 2019
Rating: 4.5 of 5
Page Count: 335
Total Page Count: 400,600
Text Number: 1511
Read Because: reviewed by Rosamund, ebook borrowed from the Multnomah County Library
Review: Over the course of two summers, twins visit their aunt's magical house where something in the walls yearns to feast. I'm not convinced this up to all its potential: it builds a delightful sense of mystery and dread (I love the footnotes) but the reveals are a little defanged. Nonetheless I adored this. It's a slim, strange novel about mystery, about magic as dangerous as it may be empowering, about a viscerally haunted house (bookended by evocative papercraft dioramas), about unrequited and queer longing. I love a haunted house, but they can often be meditative or bleak; this delights in an equal sense of wonder. I'm earmarking this for future rereads.


Title: Plain Bad Heroines
Author: emily m. danforth
Illustrator: Sara Lautman
Published: HarperCollinsPublishers, 2020
Rating: 4 of 5
Page Count: 640
Total Page Count: 404,095
Text Number: 1521
Read Because: found on this list of queer dark academia novels, ebook borrowed from the Multnomah County Library
Review: In the modern day, a movie is set to adapt a book that chronicles the deadly events at a girls' school back at the turn of the century. The narrative skips between the centuries, the film and the school. Thus it's inevitable that one timeline will appeal more than the other, and I prefer the historic setting—there's a plot contrivance in the modern day that I find a little strained. I also doubt that any backstory could explain the haunting in a satisfying way, but I would've preferred none to the one tacked on.

But maybe the real horror is the hatred we internalize along the way: this is a delightfully meta-textual book, peppered with footnotes from a self-aware narrator (a gimmick I adore—it's such a fun way to build tension in a horror novel!); it's super queer, with a cast of diverse and oft-plain/bad women vibrantly evoked; the atmosphere and haunting, the boarding school and orchard (and Hollywood too, I suppose), the rot and apples and wasps, is distinctive and delightfully gothic. This is imperfect but it still got me good; I really enjoyed it.


Title: Rawblood (aka The Girl from Rawblood)
Author: Catriona Ward
Published: HarperCollinsPublishers, 2020
Rating: 4 of 5
Page Count: 350
Total Page Count: 404,445
Text Number: 1522
Read Because: reviewed by [personal profile] tamaranth, ebook borrowed from the Multnomah County Library
Review: In the British countryside stands a manor whose family are compelled to stay there by inevitably find themselves haunted by an uncanny resident. This is a ridiculously gothic puzzle-piece of a novel about a family's history and their occasional confidants; I adore the atmosphere and the more distinctive of the many narrators, but I'm not sure that the plot twists work for me—particularly, the ending reveal is belabored. I'm glad I tried Ward again, having bounced off of The Last House on Needless Street—it was content, not style, that turned me off; the psychological-thriller-horror-mystery hybrid is fun with a different focus, albeit not especially memorable.
juushika: A black and white photo of an ink pen (Writing)
Title: Too Pretty To Live: The Catfishing Murders of East Tennessee
Author: Dennis Brooks
Narrator: John Pruden
Published: Blackstone Audio, 2016
Rating: 3 of 5
Page Count: 260
Total Page Count: 360,735
Text Number: 1311
Read Because: reviewed by Katherine Addison/Sarah Monette, audiobook borrowed from the Multnomah County Library
Review: A fascinating case precisely for being so mundane. Catfishing is an unremarkable phenomenon/hazard of the internet and the records of the one-sided strife that motivated these killings are mind-numbingly petty. Nonetheless it did lead to a premeditated and masterminded murder—"masterminded" in clumsy, transparent, but effective ways: it's vulnerable people making dumb decisions all the way down. Brooks's workmanlike writing is bland in a way that complements the grinding atmosphere; his depiction of the legal system is honest but unflattering, and approach to neurodivergence is predictably spotty.


Title: Bokurano
Author: Mohiro Kitoh
Published: 2003-2009
Rating: 4.5 of 5
Page Count: 2265 (200+216+200+192+200+200+192+224+208+208+224)
Total Page Count: 363,000
Text Number: 1312-1322
Read Because: reread, originally recommended by Ashiva
Review: Fifteen kids stumble into a contract to pilot a massive mecha and save the world—only to discover that the cost of piloting the mech is their lives, and the enemy mech are piloted by residents of parallel Earths. The various tragic backstories/complex motives of the pilots and the dramatic reveals of the overarching plot can grow a little crazy, but within anime/manga standards it's not that bad and it certainly feels premeditated; the only significant consequence is that the kids read as a little older than 13 when their youth is such an important factor.

But the way that Bokurano expands and collapses its scale is brilliant and devastating. The revelations build on themselves, logical and unavoidable. The stakes are incomprehensibly large, so the cast copes however it can—by narrowing their view to one selfish final wish; by meditating on moral and social obligation in the face of death. But the stakes are also forcibly comprehended, by the weight (or lack thereof) of each character's life but also in the unique shapes of the mech battles —most remarkably spoiler Ushiro's final genocide. It's genre-engaged, adeptly written, and deceptively quiet within all that action; the art is crisp and unassuming, and the minimal screentone and powerful two-page spreads contribute a lot to the tone. This is one of my favorite manga and I love it even more this second time through, which speaks to its strength: for all the twists, it's less about shock value and more about sitting with the realizations that come after shock fades.


Title: The Councillor (The Councillor Book 1)
Author: E.J. Beaton
Published: DAW, 2021
Rating: 3 of 5
Page Count: 450
Total Page Count: 363,700
Text Number: 1324
Read Because: reviewed by Rosamund, ebook borrowed from the Multnomah County Library
Review: When the queen is assassinated under the looming shadow of magical war, her lowborn friend must enter the realm of politics. For me, this was a slow burn. The political intrigue of the setup and the colorfully diverse rulers & countries of origin is all totally adequate, predictably paced, and I just wasn't feeling it. But the protagonist grew on me. She has distinctive characteristics, and her relationship with power is particularly interesting: personal, sexual, and political power bleeds together, and her desire and aptitude for it is presented with intriguing ambiguity—character strength or flaw? political problem or solution? It builds an investment in the plot and relationships which is more nuanced than the fun but tropey political intrigue.
juushika: Screen capture of the Farplane from Final Fantasy X: a surreal landscape of waterfalls and flowers. (Anime/Game)
Title: Factotum (Monster Blood Tattoo Book 3)
Author: D.M. Cornish
Narrator: Humphrey Bower
Published: Listening Library, 2010 (2009)
Rating: 3 of 5
Page Count: 690
Total Page Count: 328,535
Text Number: 1154
Read Because: continuing the series, audiobook borrowed from the Multnomah County Library
Review: Perhaps because I was listening on audio, the action breezed passed me—and, as in Lamplighter, that's not entirely unpleasant but it does indicate an overlong book. Rossamund's emotional journey is more memorable; his identity has been broadcasted from the beginning, but learning to live with it is complicated and gradual. This growth doesn't age up the series, which still leans more middle grade than young adult, colorful and unsubtle, a neat package of themes and a messy bulk of action sequences. But it's charming, particularly the characters, particularly Europe, and the end centralizes those elements to a satisfying degree.


Title: Gender Queer
Author and Illustrator: Maia Kobabe
Colorist Phoebe Kobabe
Published: Lion Forge, 2019
Rating: 4 of 5
Page Count: 240
Total Page Count: 328,775
Text Number: 1155
Read Because: reviewed by Rosamund, paperback borrowed from the Wilsonville Public Library
Review: There are bits of this that I wish were given an outside eye, particularly "autoandrophilia" as a term and Patricia Churchland's work on gender, and maybe also the discussion of AFAB folks's relationship with slashfic, which is a monstrously complex issue. "Problematic" things can have productive impacts on personal narratives, but when turned into a published narrative they gain a degree of authority which they may not deserve. This walks that line between personal and public, massaging the complex experience of growing up AFAB/queer/nonbinary/asexual/within A Society into a remarkably cogent and satisfying story; it's honest and individual and, for me, wildly relatable, but I imagine a straight audience would still find it approachable. I hope it becomes one of many accessible genderqueer memoirs, to introduce diversity and to challenge the perturbing language/conclusions mentioned above.


Title: This Woman's Work (Moi aussi je voulais l'emporte)
Author: Julie Delporte
Translator: Helge Dascher and Aleshia Jensen
Published: Drawn and Quarterly, 2019 (2017)
Rating: 3 of 5
Page Count: 255
Total Page Count: 329,080
Text Number: 1157
Read Because: reviewed by Rosamund, paperback borrowed from the Wilsonville Public Library
Review: Pale, loose illustrations form an exploration-as-memoir of the author's relationship with sexism, feminism, creativity, work, and Tove Jansson. Issues like this can't be solved, but they can be progressed—and this is very much in progress, gaining new layers which both aid in and complicate resolution. But the progress didn't speak to me—more a case of wrong reader than bad text: it's relatable, in some specifics and certainly in broad strokes, but not personally provoking or insightful, and the gentle art almost diffuses the issue.
juushika: A black and white photo of an ink pen (Writing)
Title: I'll Be Gone in the Dark: One Woman's Obsessive Search for the Golden State Killer
Author: Michelle McNamara
Narrator: Gabra Zackman, Gillian Flynn, Patton Oswalt
Published: HarperCollins, 2018
Rating: 4 of 5
Page Count: 370
Total Page Count: 324,710
Text Number: 1142
Read Because: reviewed by [personal profile] truepenny, audiobook borrowed from the Multnomah County Library
Review: This tracks the serial burglaries, rapes, and murders across California which proved to be the escalating crimes of a single offender. But what makes it interesting is that it's written from a true crime fanatic's PoV—the author is present and self-critical, without parroting current criticism of the true crime genre's audience, and the text is interrupted by her early death, resulting in reconstructed and transcribed sections which vary the narrative and add an unavoidable emotional appeal. That there's since been an arrest in the case allows closure; that the afterwords interrogate if/how this text contributed to that arrest continues the conversation on true crime and prevents the tone from growing sentimental. So while no single element is groundbreaking, the cumulative whole is unique and metatextually fascinating.


Title: The Ghost Map: The Story of London's Most Terrifying Epidemic—and How It Changed Science, Cities, and the Modern World
Author: Steven Johnson
Narrator: Alan Sklar
Published: Tantor Audio, 2006
Rating: 3 of 5
Page Count: 310
Total Page Count: 325,020
Text Number: 1143
Read Because: I found this on some now-forgotten list of books about disease, which I was digging into for obvious living-in-a-pandemic reasons; audiobook borrowed from the Multnomah County Library
Review: "Cholera is fascinating!" I said to my partner multiple times while reading, so I suppose that's my review: Cholera is fascinating, or rather the relationship between social structures, social practice/knowledge, and disease is fascinating. Johnson has an unexpectedly present voice, opinionated and even chiding as he focuses on central figures of cholera research while knocking down the great man theory and placing them, and their discoveries and achievements, within that same social context. It's specific, clearly-drawn, interconnected, compelling—and frustrating, sometimes for the wrong reasons.

Namely the epilogue, which segues into a disjointed, overreaching "what now?" that looks to the future of relationships between society and disease. It's bleakly hilarious to read during the COVID-19 pandemic, because all the theorycrafting about maps and the power of the internet is rendered obviously ridiculous—while the underlying thesis about the social element of a disease, which remains heartbreakingly pertinent, is nearly buried.


Title: Vita Nostra (Метаморфозы/Metamorphosis Book 1)
Author: Marina Dyachenko and Sergey Dyachenko
Translator: Julia Meitov Hersey
Published: HarperVoyager, 2018 (2007)
Rating: 4.5 of 5
Page Count: 415
Total Page Count: 325,435
Text Number: 1144
Read Because: reviewed by Rosamund, ebook borrowed from the Multnomah County Library
Review: A young woman is compelled to attend an unlikely college. This engages the magical school trope in fascinating, infuriating ways. The questionable pedagogy of Hogwarts pale against the noncommunication, emotional manipulation, and unhealthy environment of obsessive study presented here, and it becomes a conversation about magic systems and narrative construction:

Magical concepts have to be comprehensible to the reader in order to render a satisfying plot, but if they're too comprehensible the sense that the magic is unknowable, evocative, magical is lost. Moreover, what can be communicated to the reader presumably could be communicated to the protagonist in advance. So the magic is partially depicted through ambiguating literary references—but is it sufficiently unknowable? Could it have been explained? Do whatever limitations of communication which do exist justify the treatment the protagonist receives? Are the unhealthy study habits necessary to the magical process, or do they only engage our fantasies of higher education? Why is fear the only effective motivator, and is this reliance on abuse insufficiently interrogated by characters, or by narrative, or both? Magic and pedagogy become synonymous in form and in their flaws, and the way the reader engages the constructed narrative parallels the way the protagonist engages that magical system and school.

So it's a great book to argue with, and that argument makes for active, absorbing reading—despite the deceptive lack of structure that results from the bad communication and unknowable magics; despite the slow pacing of study, exams, and social drama.
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I am seventeen chronological years behind in posting book reviews but, like, whatever.


Title: Docile
Author: K.M. Szpara
Published: Tor, 2020
Rating: 2 of 5
Page Count: 485
Total Page Count: 320,235
Text Number: 1124
Read Because: personal enjoyment, borrowed from the Multnomah County Library
Review: To pay off his family's inherited debt, a man sells himself into a lifetime of servitude—but refuses the drug that other Dociles use to keep them, well, docile. I would call this Captive Prince: capitalist dystopia version, but others have pointed out that slavefic is just an established fanfic trope, which is true. It's not fic I read, but when polished into novel form I enjoy the interplay of taboo, BDSM, ethics, and character growth. Here, the glittering degeneracy of trillionaire society contrasts intimate moments and internal views (despite the bland first person voices); short chapters and erotic elements give it a lighting pace.

But the issues it tackles, of coerced consent and capitalism as the new indentured servitude, are effectively stylistic trappings. It takes place in a post-prejudicial society, and certainly the bounty of queer characters and sex scenes is a delight. But it's incredible to attempt a conversation about newfangled slavery in near-future capitalist-dystopia America without once mentioning America's history of slavery, and the failure to do so is highly indicative. Avoiding race creates a void in the worldbuilding and in the commentary on real-world late capitalism. It's a provocative concept (and tagline!), but empty.

(I'm also not enamored of the way the narrative frames power exchange as the immoral (but sexy) BDSM dynamic, where other BDSM acts and general submissive tendencies are framed as healthy—but this is largely a result of the way these elements line up with abuse and recovery, and frankly it's a less glaring & less important issue.)


Title: Sisters of the Vast Black
Author: Lina Rather
Published: Tor, 2019
Rating: 3 of 5
Page Count: 175
Total Page Count: 320,480
Text Number: 1126
Read Because: reviewed by [personal profile] mrissa, ebook borrowed from the Multnomah County Library
Review: Bless a super-tropey premise which is fully engaged but not campy in execution: nuns in space, traveling on a giant gastropod-ship. They're a diverse group with unique motives and relationships with faith, and the ship is massive and alive and a generally delightful concept. Given such disparate elements, the plot comes together too neatly; the resolution has a preachy tone that adds to that scripted feel. But I appreciate the bittersweet vibe of the ending: the-powers-that-be can't be stopped in day, but the struggle—against those powers; with faith, and with self—has value nonetheless. It complements the character study, and I wish the plot were content with that; but even if this gets too ambitious, it's a strong effort, particularly for a debut.


Title: Manfried the Man (Manfried the Man Book 1)
Author: Caitlin Major
Illustrator: Kelly Bastow
Published: Quirk Books, 2018
Rating: 3 of 5
Page Count: 225
Total Page Count: 320,705
Text Number: 1127
Read Because: recommended by [personal profile] starshipfox, paperback borrowed from the Wilsonville Public Library
Review:
Imagine that: a giant anthropomorphic cat with a miniature pet man is just as sweet and silly and wildly bonkers as expected—often in concert. The nonsexualized nudity is endearing, but the men still feel like a happy commune of leather bears. The blithe refusal to worldbuild "why giant cats" or "but where do the men come from?" is charming, but raises unsettling questions like "if the men use tools, what's their comparative intelligence and its ramifications?"

So, is it good? I have no earthly clue. The plot doesn't stray far from predictable crazy cat lady tropes & a cheap ending, and I'm not happy with the suggestion that, while letting your cat outside is bad, a cat outside grows confident, strong, and sociable as opposed to dead, injured, or diseased—but whatever, this isn't meant to be read literally. Is it enjoyable? yes, insofar as it absolutely fulfills its premise. The gimmick of role reversal successfully reframes cat-things, providing a fresh view of both the silliness of life with cats and the domestic comfort of companion animals.


Title: Manfried Saves the Day (Manfried the Man Book 2)
Author: Caitlin Major
Illustrator: Kelly Bastow
Published: Quirk Books, 2019
Rating: 2 of 5
Page Count: 225
Total Page Count: 323,940
Text Number: 1139
Read Because: recommended by [personal profile] starshipfox, paperback borrowed from the Wilsonville Public Library
Review: The writing here is just ... not very good. Silly montages and a cartoony antagonist clash with a grinding depiction of over-work which, tellingly, lacks meaningful resolution. But it bothers me more that the men feel less like cats. Sometimes they feel like dogs, which is fine; sometimes they lean into the uncanny valley element of "miniature pet men" (wearing clothes! using tools! understanding language well enough for pep talks and verbal instructions, I guess...?). This could be delightful if it were smarter, more self-aware, or just more humorous (contrast the way Beastars nods at or even centralizes its bizarre/fridge horror worldbuilding elements)—but it's not, and so it's weird without payoff. That's a lot of criticism to throw at a silly comic with a uniquely strange and delightful premise, and much of the pleasure is still present: there's still pet men, the cognitive dissonance is playful and inviting, the art is gently rounded. But this isn't as successful as the first volume.
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or, Book Reviews: What a Lot of Feelings Edition. Part of learning to write better/easier reviews as been to make them ever shorter—I used to write repetitious mini-essays; one paragraph is much better. But I don't think it's beneficial to pare complicated or contradictory feelings down to an arbitrary one paragraph, nonetheleast because the time spent making line-edits could also be ... spent reading.... And I would rather argue through a book than make a definitive but unsubstantiated final judgement. Still, three long reviews in a row is a feat! And deceptive, because I read Tess of the Road in May, but was for a while too intimidated by my feelings to write any review at all.


Title: Tess of the Road
Author: Rachel Hartman
Narrator: Katharine McEwan
Published: Penguin Random House Audio, 2018
Rating: 5 of 5
Page Count: 545
Total Page Count: 319,675
Text Number: 1119
Read Because: recommended by [personal profile] chthonic_cassandra, audiobook borrowed from the Multnomah County Library
Review: After years performing penance for her fall from grace, Tess reaches her breaking point and runs away from home. This is a book about journey, self-discovery, and trauma recovery, and I kept waiting for it to make a decline into preachy or hamfisted (especially as I read it just after Foz Meadow's Manifold World series, which is thematically similar and constantly caught out by its tone). But it never does. It's not a flawless book: the end is neat, too many supporting characters undergo positive development (everyone is too nice), and the thesis statements are aggressively made clear. But it's nuanced, organic, dynamic, contradicting, and so much greater than those flaws. There's a balance between the grounded, concrete, gradual work of life and of recovery and the sweeping emotional appeal of epiphanies, ineffabilities, and faith, and this balance—the stunning realizations; the practical work of actualizing them—particularly combined with the vibrant world and voice, builds a narrative which refuses sanctimony and simplification while still being ridiculously affecting. TL;DR: I cried a lot but did not cringe, and that's not easy for this sort of story to achieve.

I thought Seraphina was fine when I read it, but don't remember much of it now. I'm wasn't compelled to read the sequel, and rarely read YA at all these days. So I wouldn't have come to Tess of the Road if I hadn't been told that it stands alone and is a book of a different type, but it is. Being familiar with the sibling works is helpful but not necessary, and this is more complex and tonally modulated than I find in most YA.

A quote. )


Title: Mrs. Dalloway
Author: Virginia Woolf
Published: 1925
Rating: 4 of 5
Page Count: 190
Total Page Count: 319,865
Text Number: 1120
Read Because: personal enjoyment
Review: I worried for the first two thirds that I'd end up writing a tiresome "if a reader bounces off of a classic, is it because the Esteemed Novel is actually bad (and the Esteemed Reader knows better than canon), or because reading taste is arbitrary, or because the work was too difficult for the Un-Esteemed Reader, or because canon is a construct that indicates historical importance but not quality or pleasure?" review.

But this is a slow burn of a book. The stream of consciousness narrative skips between only loosely connected thoughts and characters—some threads are more appealing than others, and I kept wanting to return to the PTSD narrative; there's so many threads that I found it difficult to track, especially the character names. But the climax is greater than the sum of these parts. The act of internalizing, paralleling, and appropriating another person's suffering is subtle, profound, and deceptively large—and because so much of the ending exists in contrasts, in the reader's view of the metanarrative (as opposed to Clarissa's blinkered view of her story), the disparate plots become inextricable counterbalances. It's technically successful but not slave to technique: the ending—"She had once thrown a shilling into the Serpentine, never anything more. But he had flung it away."—that exploration of how we internalize another's experience, fail to understand it, still respect it, find in it a universal but specific truth—that ending is bigger than a narrative device. The answer to the question of canon is generally "yes, all of the above," and I had some corresponding troubles while reading; but it was more than worthwhile.


Title: Dicey's Song (Tillerman Cycle Book 2)
Author: Cynthia Voigt
Published: Atheneum Books for Young Readers, 2012 (1982)
Rating: 3 of 5
Page Count: 270
Total Page Count: 320,135
Text Number: 1121
Read Because: continuing the series, ebook borrowed from the Multnomah County Library
Review: The Tillerman children struggle to settle into their new home. The first book in this series (Homecoming) was, like most books about children surviving on their own, insular and quietly escapist; their reintegration into normal life doesn't have that indulgent tone—but both books hinge on Dicey's ability to know, love, and benevolently manipulate her family members, and that competency and problem-solving is satisfying. There are some clunky conflicts in the middle third between Dicey and authority figures, but the protracted conflict of overcoming trauma to establish bonds of trust is more nuanced and engaging.

Then the book takes a turn in the final third when Dicey's mother dies. I found this ridiculously affecting, and that's partially because of the counterbalance of mundane moments, but honestly it's mostly because I recently lost a parent. And it smack of Newberry-style tragedy: more dramatic to write her out, and narratively easier than writing her in and figuring out how the family would come to terms with her mother's presence. (There's a particularly egregious pair of scenes where Dicey wonders, "Why? How? How could someone die of just being crazy, the kind of sad, faraway craziness that Momma had?" and where James tells her, "It's better this way, Dicey ... I read about it, at the library. Almost nobody recovers, when they're as far gone as Momma was." which illustrated how unsubstantiated and dramatized and borderline offensive-as-hell is this character death.) The ending worked for me as much as didn't, but still drags down my final impression of an otherwise compelling, quiet novel with a cogent central theme.
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"I should read that" meme. I was tagged by [personal profile] chthonic_cassandra. I'm not tagging anyone, but if you're the Wednesday reading wrap up type or have an "oh, I have thoughts on that" impulse then rest assured I legitimately want to read what you have to say about these questions.


A book that a certain friend is always telling you to read:
I'm more likely to run into "here's my favorite treasured thing that I wish everyone would read/which people should read to understand me"—inward-facing, universal-but-social recommendations; I've received fewer specific recommendations to me in particular which I haven't solicited. TBF I do the exact same thing—I'll give book recommendations on request, but books are so personal that "I read this and thought of you" seems chancy or intrusive. (Also, like, social anxiety.) But some books in the former category which I've hesitated to pick up because I'm not ready/they may not be for me/I worry all that enthusing has built them up in my head include Richardson's Clarissa, Virginia Woolf, and the Star Wars extended universe.

A book that's been on your TBR forever and yet you still haven't picked it up:
Samuel R. Delany, Elizabeth Wein, Mary Renault's The King Must Die, Elizabeth Enright, and Angela Carter's Burning Your Boats are all really old items on my TBR. It doesn't bother me when something stays on my TBR for ages—there's probably a reason I'm holding off, and when I'm ready I'll get around to it. I'm also happy to chase new discoveries and TBR additions; I don't like to feel beholden to my TBR, I never want to feel obligated.

A book in a series you've started, but haven't finished yet:
Look I have to read most CJ Cherryh books in print because they're old/obscure, and print hurts my fragile eyes—so getting through the Alliance-Union series has been and will continue to be A Process. I'm not sure yet if I'll read more of the Farseer books, but keep them on my TBR in case I need them to fill another endless summer afternoon. I sincerely enjoyed Kate Milford's Greenglass House, but am saving the connected books until I'm not reading another MG series.

A classic you've always liked the sound of, but never actually read:
Most of the books that meet this are sincerely on my TBR, so it's just "haven't actually read, yet." The exception may be Andrew Lang's "Colored" Fairy Books—I worry they're too similar to other early fairy tale collections and/or too repetitive to actually be worth reading if you didn't imprint on them when young, which I didn't, but they come up a lot in a lot of discussion about fairy tales/retellings.

A popular book that it seems everyone but you has read:>
What's the difference between popular and hyped, as in the question further down? If the answer is "in my social circle" vs. "in social media," then the answer is probably A Song of Ice and Fire, which people I know & trust love (and have recommended to me specifically on account of all the weird interpersonal shit it has going on). I was waiting for the series to be complete, because I hate ongoing media; since that will probably never happen, now I have to decided how much I care about epic fantasy.

A book that inspired a film/TV adaptation that you really love, but you just haven't read it yet:
I loved the hell out of Killing Eve (have only seen the first season; pls no spoilers) but have little temptation to read Codename Villanelle—my impressions is that it's not as quality/cogent/progressive, so I'm happy with the good version. Because I prefer works with an endpoint to works ongoing, I'm more likely to watch anime than read manga/light novels/novel series, even if the source is probably better and I do want to read it someday when it's done; examples include but are not limited to Black Butler, Re:Zero, FKMT (okay, Akagi is complete, I'm just lazy), Durarara!! (same, but when the show came out that wasn't true!), and Natsume's Book of Friends.

A book you see all over Instagram/Tumblr/BookTube but haven't picked up yet:
BookTube got big into Madeline Miller's Circe but I wasn't in the mood for it at the time ... and now that initial hype has died down and opinions have diversified, I'm not especially tempted to read it. V.E./Victoria Schwab has been nominated for a dozen BookTube-adjacent awards, but I know her style won't work for me, so I can't be bothered. I've stopped reading most YA, so that hype now passes me by with little regret.
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Title: A Corner of White (The Colors of Madeleine Book 1)
Author: Jaclyn Moriarty
Narrator: Fiona Hardingham, Andrew Eiden, Kate Reinders, Peter McGowan
Published: Scholastic Audio, 2013 (2012)
Rating: 4 of 5
Page Count: 400
Total Page Count: 308,100
Text Number: 1042
Read Because: recommended by [personal profile] starshipfox, audiobook borrowed from the Multnomah County Library
Review: A girl struggling with her changed life begins correspondence with a boy from the fantastical world of Cello. I've never encounter a halfways-epistolary portal fantasy; it almost violates the reader's contract of the genre (what's a portal fantasy without travel between worlds?) but it's an engaging change of pace and loses none of the wonder or sense of different(-but-overlapping) worlds. The narrative's view of the protagonists is as critical as it is loving, and their epistolary voices are vibrant; the character arcs bittersweet. So the way that the numerous plot threads tie into a neat ending feels more satisfying and healing than it does obnoxiously easy. This runs longer than average for its genre/demographic, but its balance and contradictions in tone—charming whimsy and painful character developments, the humor and the bent towards the numinous—don't just justify it; they're my favorite part.


Title: Nightwood
Author: Djuna Barnes
Narrator: Gemma Dawson
Published: Tantor Audio, 2017 (1936)
Rating: 4 of 5
Page Count: 180
Total Page Count: 309,030
Text Number: 1048
Read Because: recommended by [personal profile] breathedout, audiobook borrowed from the Multnomah County Library
Review: A disillusioned young mother escapes into the arms of two women in 1920s-30s France. This is a modernist novel, an early lesbian novel, short, and written in a dense, hypnotic, involved prose so laden with analogies and digressions as to almost be impenetrable. I confess I read it as I read poetry (as I'm not a particularly strong poetry reader): letting it flow over me, grabbing onto what sections and images resonated, acknowledging that it would take more energy than I could muster to pull it apart line by line. And that approach worked. A book's style sometimes runs away with itself, and none has run further than this, but what an experience! A little ridiculous, consistently provoking, and unexpectedly rewarding.

My favorite parts: The doctor's monologues I thought would overwhelm the women and the queer aspects of the text (where are what drew me) but instead do the opposite, giving voice to the central themes and speaking from within the queer community; the musings on the "night" as a queer framework are complex, productive, elucidating.

"And do I know my Sodomites?" the doctor said unhappily, "and what the heart goes bang up against if it loves one of them, especially if it's a woman loving one of them. What do they find then, that this lover has committed the unpardonable error of not being able to exist—and they come down with a dummy in their arms."


Also that love is viewed almost entirely in its absence, and this defines but doesn't limit it—Nora's letter-writing, her love that wraps around the void of a lover's presence, is superbly evocative and feels dissimilar to the tragic and/or recanted love of lesbian pulp fiction from the 50s and 60s—I don't know a ton of the history of lesbian literature, but Nightwood seems to subvert tropes that had yet to be established.


Title: The Serial Garden: The Complete Armitage Family Stories
Author: Joan Aiken
Published: Small Beer Press, 2008 (1953-2008)
Rating: 3 of 5
Page Count: 325
Total Page Count: 309,435
Text Number: 1051
Read Because: reviewed by Kalanadi, ebook borrowed from the Multnomah County Library
Review: The Armitage family is cursed with the gift of never being bored. This collection of short stories—very short, many only 10 pages—follows their whimsical adventures, like the plague of unicorns in the garden, or the time ornery witches transformed the parents into ladybugs. The success is in its continuity: later stories nod at previous events and to events unchronicled (noodle incidents that parallel the ridiculous truth of known events), creating a necessary sense of consequence to endings which are often glib or sudden. But aren't always, and those moments of tragedy are startling.

I began by comparing this collection to cookies, as slight, sweet, and easy to binge; perhaps as empty. But it grew on me. Perhaps not enough: Aiken's style, whimsical fantasy/gothic in early-to-mid-1990s England, isn't my style—too charming, too satirical. And the events don't accumulate into anything hugely robust—this isn't Diana Wynne Jones, whose madcap adventures (of similar styling) grow to thunderous conclusions. But I was sorry to see the collection end—it's consistent and enjoyable, and has the sense that it could go on forever.
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Title: Spock's World (Star Trek: The Original Series)
Author: Diane Duane
Published: Pocket Books, 2001 (1988)
Rating: 3 of 5
Page Count: 365
Total Page Count: 291,500
Text Number: 955
Read Because: recommended by [personal profile] amberite, ebook borrowed from the Multnomah County Library
Review: Vulcan debates seceding the Federation; the narrative takes a deep dive into the planet and the people's origins. Both of the Duane Star Trek spinoffs I've read impress me with their minutiae and scope, things the source material lacks as a matter of course. (It works as often as not—it doesn't feel particularly like Star Trek, but expands on things I wish the series could have explored.) It's a natural fit to an ethnography of Vulcan, although in combination with a political/low-action A-plot and episodic historical B-plot it can read as distant and slow. But it's always thoughtful—although I don't always agree, particularly as regards emotion. It sounds good on paper, particularly reframing things as a mastery of emotion rather than an absence or suppression of emotion; but in actuality, contemporary Vulcan emotion feels too frivolous and historical Vulcan emotion too tame—there's a lack of tension and therefore justification for Vulcan practice (and, well, the book itself). But it kept me thinking about that tension, about where it should lie and how it could be better expressed, about the line between cultural practice and sociological necessity, about the line between mastery and repression. I'd call this more engaging than successful, but I'm glad I read it.


Title: Miss Rumphius
Author: Barbara Cooney
Published: Puffin Books, 1985
Rating: 4 of 5
Page Count: 30
Total Page Count: 291,530
Text Number: 956
Read Because: discussed by [personal profile] phoenixfalls, ebook borrowed from the Multnomah County Library
Review: Miss Rumphius is a woman with three goals: to travel the world; to live in a house on the coast; to leave the world more beautiful than she found it. This is a picture book from my childhood which, too my delight, holds up. It hasn't aged perfectly*, but the gentle exploration of selfhood and personal joy and forms of engagement with the world is accessible and gently idealized; set against the remarkable art, with dreamy pale colors and precise, detailed acrylics, it's evocative and wishful. And it was gently formative to my young self: the beauties we create in the world may seem strange to others, but they have value.

Minor spoiler. )


Title: Three Quarters: A Quarters Collection (Quarters Book 5)
Author: Tanya Huff
Published: JABberwocky Literary Agency, 2016
Rating: 2 of 5
Page Count: 100
Total Page Count: 292,345
Text Number: 960
Read Because: continuing the series, ebook borrowed from the Multnomah County Library
Review: Three short stories set in the Quarters universe. Two are about Bannon and Vree prior to their appearance in the books; the first is the best of the collection, an unambitious but enjoyable assassination story that engages the aspects of their dynamic I love, but the other leans towards humor and is less successful on account. The last is about a younger, able-bodied Evicka, and relies on a miscommunication trope which I find particularly tiresome. I usually avoid tie-in short stories, even for series I like, especially when the stories are written for themed anthologies, because they aren't as fulfilling as a novel. I should have followed that instinct here. These are fine, but only that.
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Title: The Screwtape Letters
Author: C.S. Lewis
Narrator: Joss Ackland
Published: Harper Audio, 2012 (1942)
Rating: 3 of 5
Page Count: 225
Total Page Count: 288,235
Text Number: 941
Read Because: personal enjoyment, ebook borrowed from the Multnomah County Library
Review: An experienced demon writes letters to his nephew, advising his work as the personal corrupter of a Christian convert. This is fantastic in audio (I listened to Joss Ackland's reading); the narrator so well inhabits that deceptively charming, incisively cruel personality. The epistolary format is expressive; there's engaging narrative tricks in the interplay between mentor, pupil, and victim, subverting the reader's investment in the speaker and playing with expectations of "good" and "bad" endings. I appreciate the work when read that way: the playfully critical view of humanity's benign and common evils, haunted by the ghost of a horror story. I don't know that the text holds up well to more rigorous criticism, or that the social commentary in particular has aged well. Luckily, I don't care. I'm not Lewis's intended audience and find no benefit in closer reading.


Title: The Quartered Sea (Quarters Book 4)
Author: Tanya Huff
Published: Jabberwocky Literary Agency, 2015 (1999)
Rating: 2 of 5
Page Count: 415
Total Page Count: 288,650
Text Number: 942
Read Because: continuing the series, ebook borrowed from the Multnomah County Library
Review: A bard with an unusually close connection to water travels across the sea to find undiscovered lands. "Unusually close" is very Huff, but perhaps the only fun part of the book. The protagonist's characterization grates; it was a relief to realize this was initial and to witness his significant growth, but I still dislike him. The world expands significantly, in ways which question and deepen the magic system, but the setting and local plot, hot and humid and hateful, failed to engage me. I'm not sorry to've read this, particularly for its additions to the worldbuilding, but this is the first book in the series that I haven't enjoyed.


Title: The Owl Service
Author: Alan Garner
Narrator: Wayne Forester
Published: Naxos Audiobooks, 2008 (1967)
Rating: 4 of 5
Page Count: 200
Total Page Count: 289,400
Text Number: 946
Read Because: recommended by [personal profile] starshipfox, audiobook borrowed from the Multnomah County Library
Review: A Welsh vacation home is turned upside down by strange, magical events. This has a phenomenal combination of elements, setting issues of class and culture against history and mythology, but with a local focus—a single Welsh valley; particular, precise magics like the titular dinner service. Garner's sparse language and emphasis on dialog creates a magic which is simultaneously visceral and dreamlike, more experienced than described, with a deep intuitive logic. It's a subtle combination of elements, and deceptively compelling. Books of this sort can struggle at the end, since they need to maintain the slice-of-life narrative while still giving payoff to the magics, and this falls victim to that to some extent—the end is brief and exists largely in implication, and I wish it gave Alison and/or central characters more focus; like the end of Diana Wynne Jones's Fire and Hemlock, I feel like the end is simultaneously phenomenal, intense with implication and begging reader involvement, and somewhat detached from the larger narrative.

But I found this compelling, transporting. I've bounced off of Garner before (perhaps because I was a more limited reader then; perhaps—and this I suspect is the case—because the balance of plot/adventure to magic/mythological was weaker in that book), but this has changed my mind. Profound magics haunting the local and human is very much my style, and I'll read more Garner in the future.
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Title: Fifth Quarter (Quarters Book 2)
Author: Tanya Huff
Published: Jabberwocky Literary Agency, 2015 (1995)
Rating: 4 of 5
Page Count: 415
Total Page Count: 283,415
Text Number: 917
Read Because: recommended by [personal profile] minutia_r, ebook borrowed from the Multnomah County Library
Review: A pair of assassins find themselves in an unusual situation when confronted with a target who can jump between bodies. —And not the situation that implies; this is grim study of bodies and souls and identities, of strange intimacies and extreme pressures weighing on a sibling bond, of relationships grown in inimical circumstances. Huff's queer characters and non-normative dynamics is consistently refreshing, but this is a level of above, living deep in the id, thorny and intriguing. It's still not a strong technical work: There are relationship arcs I don't buy on both sides (Gyhard's developing feelings make sense; Vree's less so) and the structure here is too similar to Sing the Four Quarters, another cross-country chase, only slightly less burdened by unproductive sideplots but plagued by just as much headhopping. But this is so much my style—a punishing mess ruthlessly explored, but delightfully rooted in the id.


Title: No Quarter (Quarters Book 3)
Author: Tanya Huff
Published: Jabberwocky Literary Agency, 2015 (1996)
Rating: 4 of 5
Page Count: 415
Total Page Count: 283,830
Text Number: 918
Read Because: recommended by [personal profile] minutia_r, ebook borrowed from the Multnomah County Library
Review: Unfinished business follows Vree and Gyhard to Shkoder when they seek bardic assistance for their unusual arrangement. That central dynamic is more successful here than in the previous book, where it was too rushed; there's space within the intimate interior view for clashing motives and repressed desires and storied histories, and it builds a convincing relationship arc. The larger plot is serviceable but less interesting: another cross-country chase (it occurs to me that all four Huff books I've read have had one) with a familiar conflict and reoccurring characters. Magda, with simple but engaging characterization, is the thread that best ties all three books together.


Title: A Stitch in Time
Author: Penelope Lively
Published: HarperCollinsChildren'sBooks, 2017 (1976)
Rating: 4 of 5
Page Count: 185
Total Page Count: 284,015
Text Number: 919
Read Because: recommended by [personal profile] starshipfox, ebook borrowed from the Multnomah County Library
Review: On summer vacation with her family, a girl stumbles into memories of a Victorian girl who once lived at their beach house. This slipping, fuzzy, not-quite-speculative premise could be frustrating, but it isn't; it has a satisfying conclusion, but more importantly it marries perfectly to the book's tone. Lively shows her protagonist profound respect, and fully inhabits her inner landscape: the intense privacy; the fluidity of personal growth and the snapshot moments which build a life. It works well alongside the precise details that evoke the setting and the gentle criticisms innate to the characterization. This is a gentle, unassuming book which renders an immersive PoV.
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Another Tumblr crosspost. This is one of my favorite narratives from one of my favorite authors, Otsuichi. It's also been made into a manga and a film, both of which are good.


Receiving the LN )


There was a comfortable disinterest in our relationship that allowed me to express the inhuman and unemotional sides of myself.



Foreword and afterword )


Dog )


Memory/Twins )


Later in Memory/Twins )


Goth LN vs Fate/Zero LN )


Grave )


Selling Goth to Amy )


Voice )


In conversation with Amy )


Morino's Souvenir Photo )


In conversation with Amy, pt 2 )

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