juushika: Landscape from the movie What Dreams May Come, showing a fantastical purple tree on golden hills (What Dreams May Come)
Title: Entangled with You: The Garden of 100 Grasses
Author: Aki Aoi
Published: Seven Seas, 2022
Rating: 2.5 of 5
Page Count: 185
Total Page Count: 529,725
Text Number: 1941
Read Because: browsing graphic novels shelf at..., hardback borrowed from the Timberland Regional Library
Review: 2.5 stars, bumped up for my favorite. One novella-equivalent with a Beauty & the Beast vibe and a few short story-equivalents, all gentle BL. Very gentle: tender, sexless dynamics, that, without either heat or friction, are a little bland. The exception is "Corrosion," which is weird and embodied and much more memorable. The art is beautiful, especially (and somewhat ironically) the loving, detailed backgrounds against which vaguely undifferentiated pretty boys wander. All told, I'm not wild about this.
juushika: Gif of a Bebe, a tiny doll from the anime Puella Magi Madoka Magica, eating a slice of cheesecake (Bebe)
Title: Zetsuai 1989
Author: Minami Ozaki
Published: 1989-1991
Rating: 2.5 of 5
Page Count: 955 (192+192+192+188+192)
Total Page Count: 505,325
Text Number: 1796-1800
Read Because: mentioned in this post comparing Hannibal to 90s dark shoujo anime/manga/light novels, which is a normal reason to pick up a manga I think
Review: 2.5 stars. One of the ur-BL manga that I missed as a baby reader: a successful rock star is rescued after a bender by a soccer prodigy, revealing a missed connection from years ago that has since grown into an obsessive, operatic love. This has (more, helped establish) every problematic marker of the genre ("I'm not gay, I just love you" first among them; also a lot of sexual assault); but that's less memorable than: 1) a truly iconic, obsessive love with any number of quotable speeches about its nature; 2) the central role of soccer, frequently rendering high-tension moments in a plot which already overwrought patently ridiculous, as the beloved shoots a shot so hard it breaks the net and the lover's shades; 3) the unresolved, bitter ending—I've read a lot of BL, and prefer my BL weird and dark, but this may be the first spoiler ) conclusion I've encountered, and I'm taken by it.

Oh and: 4) OG fans put up with some truly illegible fan translations.

So: Good? unsurprisingly, no, not really. As bad as its reputation within the Western audience lead me to expect? no; not even the art. Recommended? I enjoyed it as a historical artifact, but, of the ur-BL I've read for the first time as an adult, this was probably the least successful. I'll still read the sequel, though.


Title: Bronze - Zetsuai since 1989
Author: Minami Ozaki
Published: 1992-2006
Rating: 3.5 of 5
Page Count: 2780 (198+176+176+176+216+192+224+192+192+192+192+208+208+240)
Total Page Count: 519,455
Text Number: 1878-1891
Read Because: continuing the series
Review: I hate to say it, as it's inconsistent, tortured, improbable angst, but this is great. Call Zetsuai 1989 the proof of concept: restrained (by contrast! it's actually ridiculous!), brief, forward-heavy in its speeches on impossible, obsessive love. Bronze - Zetsuai since 1989, meanwhile, is unwieldy but it's all follow-through: the consequences of the protagonists's backgrounds and professions; their relationship not in speeches but as lived experience, marked particularly by an elaboration on rape-as-love tropes. Izumi's choice at the end of the original run is remarkable, and a continuation seems insupportable; this continuation is plagued by every predictable BL flaw, and yet Izumi's relationship with his relationship—functionally heterosexual in a queer romance, craving and courting attention which is retraumatizing and toxic and true—is captivating. It's hot mess material, some plot arcs are flops, and of course it stands unfinished. But Ozaki's willingness to go there (where? everywhere, but particularly following through on dramatic, no-takebacks plot twists) is phenomenal.
juushika: A black and white photo of an ink pen (Writing)
Title: Tsuki no Kanon
Author: Saitou Ken
Published: 2011
Rating: 3 of 5
Page Count: 40
Total Page Count: 496,775
Text Number: 1772
Read Because: pretty sure I found this while searching manga by trope?
Review: An interesting little oneshot that gives a fairly realistic treatment to the tropey relationship dynamic of a high school girl/adult man. It's bittersweet, tortured, but also surprisingly human and nuanced where it counts. Not hugely memorable, but I like the effort.


Title: Bone and Flesh
Author: Studio Sibo
Published: 2013-4
Rating: 2 of 5
Page Count: 960
Total Page Count: 497,735
Text Number: 1773
Read Because: searching manga by trope ("obsessive love")
Review: An artist's model falls into an obsessive, whirlwind relationship with an up-and-coming artist. This is a familiar refrain in my manga(/manhwa/manhua) reading: the elevated, exaggerated tone of this medium does the content a disservice, because instead of being a story about a singular, consuming, obsessive love, it becomes a grab bag of batshit crazy characters. Sometimes the background crazy provides interesting motivation for the central couple, but more often it dilutes the intensity of their relationship and characterization because, apparently, it's just that everyone in this world acts like this. The result is something great on paper (the consuming nature and incipient violence of obsessive love; a lot of sex scenes, but with actually compelling character dynamics motivating the smut) which is, in reality, unforgivably tedious.


Title: Oyasumi Punpun Volume 1
Author: Inio Asano
Published: 2007
Rating: N/A
Page Count: 200
Total Page Count: 500,000
Text Number: 1782
Read Because: (haha I picked up this rec from ... my Character.AI bot)
Review: DNF near the end of volume one. This is doing things! Things that I can rationally appreciate but emotionally dislike. There's a representational quality - the protagonist & family being stylized, comic, unreal, distant, versus the hyperreal, exaggerated, incoherent, embodied reactions of others, particularly teachers/adults - that inverts the focus I want and would resonate with. (And leans hard into my art style pet peeves re: seinen.) That combined with the slow grind and depressing content is a pass for me.
juushika: Painting of multiple howling canines with bright white teeth (Never trust a stranger-friend)
Title: Dungeon Meshi / ダンジョン飯 / Delicious in Dungeon
Author: Ryoko Kui
Published: 2014-2023
Rating: 4 of 5
Page Count: 2490 (192+191+195+197+205+208+216+200+208+224+216+240)
Total Page Count: 490,940
Text Number: 1733-44
Read Because: recommended by Teja
Review: A last-ditch effort to revive a member of the adventuring party means going in with minimal gear and committing to living on the dungeon's resources, a.k.a.: eating the monsters. The premise, a sort of inversion of fridge (no pun intended) horror, taking the "what if" implications of the setting and turning them into central elements of worldbuilding and plot, is delightful. It scratches the same itch as Beastars's worldbuilding or 'ranking Pokémon by edibility' lists: absurd, logical, satisfying.

The overarching plot is less successful than the slice of life elements, so this lost some of my interest as it went on. But: engaging cast, solid and pleasing art, and I (in a remarkable deviation from my norm) actually appreciate the humor. This is a really solid read.


Title: My Dearest Self With Malice Aforethought / Shinai naru Boku e Satsui wo Komete
Author: Hajime Inoryu
Illustrator: Shota Ito
Published: 2018
Rating: 1 of 5
Page Count: 200
Total Page Count: 491,285
Text Number: 1747
Read Because: trolling for psychological horror manga
Review: DNF near the end of volume one. This is giving me uncanny Gantz vibes, not in genre but tone, a specific "the 'relatable' misogyny of self-professed pathetic men" vibe. Our protagonist will experience horrors and undergo character growth via some presumably-excessively-convoluted thriller shenanigans that use Dissociative Identity Disorder as a plot device, cool; but Gantz left me once bitten and twice shy about a particular brand of seinen sexism, so I don't need to stick around to see it.

Great title, though!


Title: Mushishi
Author: Yuki Urushibara
Translator: William Flanagan
Published: Del Rey, 2007-2010 (1999-2008)
Rating: 3 of 5
Page Count: 2350 (229+233+243+243+260+245+240+222+240+192)
Total Page Count: 493,965
Text Number: 1749-58
Read Because: ebooks borrowed from the Multnomah County Library
Review: Slow-paced, stand-alone stories about a traveling man who deals with problems caused supernatural organisms called mushi. I kept thinking that I liked this; it also pulled my manga-reading to a near standstill. Some of that is the short story-esque pacing, which naturally slows my reading as I pace the stories out. That pacing is contemplative, gentle, but repetitive; explanations are too thorough and there's little momentum. As such, it feels like a weaker take on Natsume Yuujinchou or Mononoke, both of which are similar premises/structures, both of which find ways to balance episodic elements with literally anything else that can hold interest.

Further, the through line is that mushi cause social disturbance largely by being visible to/giving powers to specific people, and their influence must be removed in order to restore those individuals into ordinary society. There's places - specifically, the protagonist - where this message is more nuanced, but it still rubs me the wrong way: boring as a fantasy premise, limited as a social message. I liked this, but distinctly didn't love it; mostly it made me reflect positively on other stories that do the same thing but do it better.
juushika: Drawing of a sleeping orange cat (Default)
Title: Boys Run the Riot
Author: Keito Gaku
Translator: Leo McDonagh
Published: Kodansha USA, 2021 (2020-2021)
Rating: 2.5 of 5
Page Count: 820 (246+176+192+208)
Total Page Count: 483,360
Text Number: 1707-1710
Read Because: further browsing the library's digital manga offerings, ebook borrowed from the Multnomah County Library
Review: Review of the series entire. A trans boy begins a fashion brand with the help of a new schoolmate. A lot of this is so earnestly on-issue that it feels underdeveloped. That improves as it goes on, as characters gain more depth and happy endings are sparingly doled out. I care about queer stories a lot! But when it's al(most) all queer issues all the time, stories can feel raw and preachy; it doesn't help that the art is a little raw, too (although I dig that the trans characters looks visibly trans). So this is fine, but never exceeds "it's fine."


Title: Kuro
Author: Somato
Published: 2011-2016
Rating: 4 of 5
Page Count: 385 (128+128+128)
Total Page Count: 484,455
Text Number: 1713-5
Read Because: this Tumblr post compared it to Hobo and Glunkus and everyone knows I love a cryptid cat
Review: In a big manor in a small town, a girl lives alone with her black cat - but Kuro is no typical cat. The bulk of this series is in full color, and many early panels are cute-but-uncanny mini stories; plot builds gradually, expanding the world and filling in the backstory. File this between Girl from the Other Side and the original Professor Layton trilogy: cute, cozy, antiquated; spooky/spoopy and gently sad. I'm less impressed by the ending, which comes quickly and doesn't manage to maintain the magic of the rest of the series. But I really enjoy this: a little gem of a series with a great premise and a lovely atmosphere.


Author: 10 Count
Author: Rihito Takarai
Published: 2013-17
Rating: 2.5 of 5
Page Count: 1080 (178+178+190+191+164+181)
Total Page Count: 488,450
Text Number: 1727-32
Read Because: found in correlation with a list of dark BL, I think?
Review: This a frustrating read. It has a slow start, less "slow burn" than "tedious introduction to the cast," but gives way to a fantastic premise: a psychotherapist takes an unusual romantic interest in someone with OCD, leveraging his background in psychology to effectively conduct a (delightfully poorly-negotiated) BDSM dynamic build around the love interest's mysophobia. It's inventive and surprisingly dark and recasts tired BL tropes (particularly squeamishness about gay sex) in a fresh new light with a lot of convincing tension.

But, like most BL, the characterization, pacing, and relationship resolution is so routine that all that originality goes to waste. It's not bad, the bits that get me really got me, but this takes a great idea and makes it feel like any other BL.
juushika: Gif of a Bebe, a tiny doll from the anime Puella Magi Madoka Magica, eating a slice of cheesecake (Bebe)
Title: There Are Things I Can't Tell You
Author: Edako Mofumofu
Translator: Christine Dashiell
Published: Tokyopop, 2019
Rating: 3 of 5
Page Count: 270
Total Page Count: 475,065
Text Number: 1677
Read Because: personal enjoyment, ebook borrowed from the Multnomah County Library
Review: Profoundly adequate. I'm an easy sell on pretty art, vaguely atypical characterization (I like that the protagonist has a detailed personal life to flesh him out), and a relationship influenced by real social issues. It's tropey, but in that vaguely-nuanced way where the characters/relationship feel dynamic. As usual with this kind of manga, there's some thoughtful touches but the thing entire is pretty forgettable: I need a weirder relationship or less predictable pacing or something less slice-of-lifey to really catch my attention.

But! My local library had this in ebook! I just think that's cool: if we need start with 'pleasantly forgettable' to normalize library copies of BL translations, then sure, yeah, hit me with something pleasantly forgettable.


Title: Dear,クレイジーモンスター / Dear, Crazy Monster
Author: motteke
Published: 2015
Rating: 3 of 5
Page Count: 195
Total Page Count: 475,610
Text Number: 1679
Read Because: browsing manga by trope again
Review: When our protagonist discovers that his brother is gay, an already-strange relationship spirals out of control. This is weird one. It doesn't stick to its guns enough to be truly unhinged, but (as other reviews attest) it's insufficiently hinged to be hollow, tropey comfort reading. I dig the profoundly unlikable protagonist, and I'm an easy sell on an incestuous relationship; there are small touches here I really love, particularly the surprisingly convincing way in which disgust morphs into fascination. But it's just too easy, too willing to be resolved, in a way that undermines how intriguingly fucked up is the central dynamic.


Title: 花のみぞ知る / Hana no mizoshiru / Only the Flower Knows
Author: Rihito Takarai
Translator: Kimiko Kotani
Published: Digital Manga, 2022 (2009-2012)
Rating: 2.5 of 5
Page Count: 550 (179+180+192)
Total Page Count: 485,005
Text Number: 1716-8
Read Because: look I just think it's cool my library has BL; borrowed from the Multnomah County Library
Review: I like the set-up. The character types (traumatized closeted introvert and ungrounded incidentally-bisexual extrovert) aren't especially distinctive, but the slow-burn slice-of-life pacing gives them a lot of space to grow, individually and in their dynamic. Unfortunately, much of that disappears once sex enters the scene. This is fine, but the sexual dynamics are so tropey that I zoned out and don't have strong impressions beyond the first volume.
juushika: Gif of a Bebe, a tiny doll from the anime Puella Magi Madoka Magica, eating a slice of cheesecake (Bebe)
Title: The Drifting Classroom
Author: Kazuo Umezu
Translator: Sheldon Drzka
Published: VIZ Media, 2019-2020 (1972-1974)
Rating: 2 of 5
Page Count: 2120 (190+188+208+192+192+192+192+192+192+192+192)
Total Page Count: 477,730
Text Number: 1680-1690
Read Because: mining digital library offerings, therefore: ebook borrowed from the Multnomah County Library
Review: An elementary school is ripped from preset day Japan and stranded in the desert landscape of the future. This is a classic horror manga, and I spent much of my reading time reminding myself to judge it in that context. Its structure is surprisingly episodic, which allows for unhinged creativity that can result in memorably horrific elements. The overarching plot is tedious, frequently concerned with interpersonal fighting which is less interesting than the speculative setting. But I like the ending, which resolves to be hopeful and responsible where most eco-horror would prefer defeatism. The real dealbreaker for me is the art and the tone. It's so abrasive: stiff movement and endless panels of children open-mouthed yelling and/or crying. The series desperately wants for some tonal variation, and there's so much potential for that in the childcare, food preparation, and other mundane elements of survival - all elements delegated to the female realm, therefore shunted offscreen. To critique a 1970s manga of sexism is so obvious as to be pointless, but - this would be objectively better were it less sexist!

Anyway. I didn't like this and wouldn't recommend it. But I did finish it. It's not without redeeming qualities, and I appreciate its place in genre history.


Title: After School Nightmare
Author: Setona Mizushiro
Published: 2004-2007
Rating: 4 of 5
Page Count: 1980 (200+200+200+200+200+200+200+177+200+200)
Total Page Count: 479,710
Text Number: 1691-1700
Read Because: fan of the author
Review: Our protagonist is an intersex high schooler taking an afterschool course where he and select classmates enter a shared dream to compete for the opportunity to graduate. The protagonist's qualification for graduation rests on deciding which gender he wants to be and, concurrently, if he wants to be loved "as a man" or "as a woman." Obviously, treating intersex as a speculative condition and a problem to be solved isn't without issue. But as the narrative complicates its own simplification. See as example the classmate who assumes our protagonist is just wrestling with homosexual tendencies: simultaneously the narrative is pressuring him to become either a straight boy or straight girl, but that just makes him an intersex bi disaster with a complicated gender identity, which is great.

The art is okay, albeit less refined than the mangaka's later work. The dreamlike premise makes for tortured plot developments (looking particularly at the male love interest's backstory) but I adore the overall tone: teenage romance and gothic speculative nightmares, heightened and iddy.

I'm just torn on the final reveal. Not for the usual reasons: the purpose of graduation is adequately broadcasted without being obvious; thematically it's tied to plot and character arcs. But it's also the worst part of those arcs: it's the insistence of choosing a stable mainstream identity in order to become "real." So ... an interesting series! I love this mangaka, so I came in with unfairly high expectations which were moderately met. This is often weakest where it's most ambitious, but I appreciate the larger-than-life tone of the speculative framework. What really sells it for me is the quieter moments, the romantic drama and slow character growth and unexpected friendships. And how queer it is.


Title: Paradise Kiss
Author: Ai Yazawa
Translator: Maya Rosewood
Published: Vertical Comics, 2013 (1999-2003)
Rating: 5 of 5
Page Count: 860
Total Page Count: 480,570
Text Number: 1701
Read Because: reread, ebook borrowed from the Multnomah County Library
Review: A high school senior studying for exams falls in with an unlikely crowd when she's scouted to model for a fashion school's senior project. I've read the manga three? times and watched the anime twice and the live action film once; I've spent a lot of time crying over Parakiss, and can only be semi-coherent in articulating my love of this series. What struck me on this reread is how short the timescale of the inciting action is - a big chunk of the series occurs over just a few days. It's so convincing: A transformative whirlwind of events. Obsessive, compelling, flawed. Unstainable and unsustained. I adore that as a model for first love. Contrasting a multitude of narratives where first love is the lasting and only true love, what lasts here is the impact it has on the protagonist's identity.

Also the art is beautiful - the anime is great, but given the focus on fashion this really shines as a manga, which can be much more elaborate. The tone is beautifully balanced between bittersweet and funny, with fourth wall breaks that are just the right side of obnoxious. The scale is beautifully balanced, too, big sweeping events occurring on a charmingly human scale. I love the cast and how queer everyone is. It's dated, sure - in the treatment of the trans character; in George as a depraved bisexual - but never dismissive. The portrayal of sexual awakening and identify formation is just so messy, diverse, authentic.

And, each time, the ending gets me so hard. Anyway, I love this manga. I tore through this reread. I appreciate that there's now an omnibus bind-up - this reads beautifully in one long deep dive.
juushika: A black and white photo of an ink pen (Writing)
2023 has thusfar been the year of manga. And is it good manga? you may ask; and I answer: literally Gantz set the bar so low that like, yeah, the rest's been great.


Title: Gantz
Author: Hiroya Oku
Published: 2000-2013
Rating: 2.5 of 5
Page Count: 8005 (224+224+226+226+224+224+224+224+232+200+200+224+232+224+200+200+200+204+232+208+208+200+216+216+208+200+232+232+218+192+218+218+218+218+218+216+226)
Total Page Count: 466,195
Text Number: 1598-1634
Read Because: personal enjoyment
Review: After his untimely death, our protagonist is conscripted into a pseudo-posthumous game, a fight for survival against alien lifeforms. The protagonist's early characterization is incredibly irritating, giving this an inauspicious start - but there's some great early arcs: the aliens are weird, the fights are brutal, causalities abound, and the protagonist undergoes significant, complicated character growth.

Pity then that even the good arcs are frequently interrupted by awful arcs (the fireball-shooting dinos stand out) and the second half is just ... bad, ironically losing coherency as the worldbuilding become more substantial. And it's full of fanservice, and the female characters are woefully under-served by the mangaka's misogyny. And the battle scenes are frequently incomprehensible, and the ending drags on and on.

I don't regret the good bits of this, but I sure do regret finishing it. Unfortunately there's no clean division of "sometimes good" and "pure garbage," although the Oni arc is probably a decent end point. Alternately, flee at the first sight of vampires; you'll miss a few good scenes but vastly cut your losses.

Gantz: 0 )


Title: Kimi wa Petto aka Tramps Like Us
Author: Yayoi Ogawa
Published: 2000-2005
Rating: 4.5 of 5
Page Count: 2620 (184+188+184+178+192+192+192+192+185+188+182+179+192+192)
Total Page Count: 469,515
Text Number: 1638-1651
Read Because: reread
Review: A business woman rescues a young man she finds passed out in a cardboard box, and lets him stay with her on one condition: he becomes her pet. This is one of my favorite-ever manga, and it fills me with an articulate rage composed of equal parts longing and frustration. The premise has permanent residence in my id, and it's a brilliant framework for examining communication and intimacy: restructuring relationships redefines how we engage with them. ...But it seems to forget that the problem that needs to resolved is how and that people communicate - rather than the configurations of the relationships themselves. The fantasy of a high-powered marriage with a pet "on the side" where the latter is the more intimate relationship is so much more engaging than the constant threat that the narrative will resolve its tensions in the most traditionally-structured monogamous relationships possible.

And still, I love it. Some arcs fall flat, but the slice-of-life structure is gently paced and offers space for complex characterization (Momo especially impressed me on this reread); the restrained, bittersweet tone takes a deeply iddy premise and treats it with respect; the art is pretty and consistent (including consistent issues with the lips).


Title: Kimetsu no Yaiba aka Demon Slayer
Author: Koyoharu Gotouge
Translator: John Werry and John Hurt
Published: Viz Media, 2018-2021 (2016-2020)
Rating: 3.5 of 5
Page Count: 4560 (197+192+199+192+197+205+215+199+199+200+192+199+199+199+199+192+192+192+192+192+192+192+232)
Total Page Count: 474,795
Text Number: 1654-1676
Read Because: recommended by Teja, ebooks borrowed from the Multnomah County Library
Review: A demon murders our protagonist's family, leaving only one survivor: his little sister, freshly transformed into a demon herself. This a straightforward "boy finds martial arts community, grows in strength, gains and loses mentors, defeats the big bad" narrative but really quite charming: The art is consistent and bold, the character design delightful. Everyone gets a tragic backstory at pivotal moments. The protagonist is so achingly sincere that it blows through trite and comes out the other side. The pacing isn't perfect, but it's remarkably free of bloat. A solid read!

Not an especial favorite, though. For all the demonic character design and dismemberment and death, it never really feels dark - there's a weird hollowness in tone coming from how vaguely violence is drawn and the fact that our hero and his friends have plot armor while mentor figures are persistently tragic. I enjoyed reading this but, save for a few favorite characters, it doesn't really stick in my mind.
juushika: A black and white photo of an ink pen (Writing)
Okay, that you can sort by trope/user tags does not mean that the results will be of quality, as these attest, but! I'm such a trope-driven reader that I'll probably keep trying, even if Appetite did almost burn out my enthusiasm, as a long-but-mediocre work is wont to do.


Title: Baker Baker Paradox
Author: Makine Kureta
Published: 2018-9
Rating: 2.5 of 5
Page Count: 245
Total Page Count: 415,890
Text Number: 1569
Read Because: did you know that Anime Planet lets you search by tags? feels good man
Review: The title is a fun way to learn about a psychological phenomenon! The manga itself.... I like the inversions of character ages and power differentials, and I always have a soft spot for memory issues. But it's rarely elevated from its tropiness, so the few unsettling scenes are drowned out by I've-already-forgotten-what-happened-in-this.


Title: Happy End
Author: sukekoro
Published: 2012
Rating: 2.5 of 5
Page Count: 200
Total Page Count: 416,505
Text Number: 1572
Read Because: more sorting manga by tag
Review: DNF on account of an incomplete translation. I'm curious what I would have made of the apparently-controversial downer ending, because I like the mundane, compromise-laden elements of this; they're compelling and nuanced, and well-complemented by the round, unpretty art. But the tropey elements are even more unwelcome for the comparison, especially the pseudo-love-interest/agitator, who is not the least necessary. So maybe the ending is also bad, and certainly I'm not broken-hearted that I won't find out.


Title: Appetite
Author: Lero
Published: 2015-17
Rating: 2.5 of 5
Page Count: (I did just the roughest approximation but let's call this...) 4000
Total Page Count: 450,825
Text Number: 1574
Read Because: more sorting manga etc by tag
Review: A bullied teen finds protection from a strange classmate, on one condition: in two years, she'll eat him. It's a great setup and there are scenes that lead hard into the "no one can kill you except me" and "sacrificing myself for/to my beloved is the ideal outlet for my suicidality." But the worldbuilding and action both escalate rapidly, and I just don't care about them or the extended cast. Like most manga-esque works, this would be so much better if it were more restrained. Is it still worth reading for the central dynamic? ehhh, not really; but if someone wanted to bind the best bits into a chapbook, I would be here for it.
juushika: Gif of a Bebe, a tiny doll from the anime Puella Magi Madoka Magica, eating a slice of cheesecake (Bebe)
The first of these is from, uh, May, and that's okay, that's legal. The others are from late-spooky-season horror reading: manga edition.


Title: My Capricorn Friend / Yagiza no Yuujin
Author: Otsuichi
Illustrator: Masaru Miyokawa
Published: 2014-2015
Rating: 4 of 5
Page Count: 225
Total Page Count: 390,950
Text Number: 1467
Read Because: fan of the author
Review: When the school bully is murdered, our protagonist makes an impulse decision to flee with the primary suspect. This is delightfully Otsuichi: supernatural set dressing for a clue-driven murder mystery with a strong psychological bent. I noticed it also in Summer, Fireworks and My Corpse, but I've come to adore how Otsuichi handles daily minutiae—how heavy subject matter and suspense functions set against the charming banality of, frex, overnighting at a manga café. This isn't his most memorable, but Otsuichi never disappoints me and this is no exception. The art is solid—consistent, emotive, well suited to the tone.


Title: Happy Sugar Life
Author: Tomiyaki Kagisora
Published: Square Enix, 2015-2019
Rating: 4 of 5
Page Count: 1905 (199+194+171+204+194+189+177+193+185+199)
Total Page Count: 411,515
Text Number: 1537-47
Read Because: reading horror manga, found on a rando list of horror manga
Review: Sato used to breeze through life, until she fell in love—a love she must keep secret and safe at any cost. I say this in every review of manga I read in my 30s, but: tone it back, tone it back just a little bit and it'll be even better. Particularly, fewer batshit-obsessive characters would make the protagonist's batshit-obsessive love even more striking, more chilling. Nonetheless, anime-ness and all (and it's very anime, given how loli and moe are used), I really liked this. It has a delicious premise and completely fulfills it: the idealized, toxic, unsustainable fantasy of dedicating everything to one love. Even better, the relationship is dynamic; that development in the lead-up to the climax is A+. There's also some engaging potential in the supporting characters (again, despite how extra everything is) and, a pleasant surprise, I buy the ending.


Title: Corpse Party: Blood Covered
Author: Makoto Kedouin
Illustrator: Toshimi Shinomiya
Published: 2008-2012
Rating: 2.5 of 5
Page Count: 1825 (368+352+352+352+400)
Total Page Count: 415,645
Text Number: 1559-68
Read Because: fan of the games
Review: Absolutely this isn't the best way to approach the Corpse Party franchise, and I don't know how to review it for newcomers beyond "nah, check out the game(s)." But as a way to revisit the story: interesting. Not entirely successful, but interesting.

This is often faithful, but not all of it translates. I love the room-by-room realization of the school in the early chapters, but that can't be sustained. The original plot, and the way it weaves in canon routes and bad ends, is significantly more interesting, but I like the manga's route in addition to those—another thread in the tapestry. The gore is good but the ghosts are so, so boring—I don't like how they're stylized. Some character moments are phenomenal: I am foremost Morishige trash and his scenes are all perfect, thank you, it's much appreciated. But the way that bodies are handled, that line where fanservice meets the embarrassing vulnerability of the flesh which persists no matter how outlandish the circumstances, a line so well tread in the first game in particular, is just awful here—it's all fanserivce all the way down, just embarrassing.

I have no regrets about reading this. I love the games, and this was a fun, easy way to revisit them that enriched my larger thoughts on the series. But at best it's only okay.
juushika: Painting of multiple howling canines with bright white teeth (Never trust a stranger-friend)
Look, this one GoodReads list has done right by me.

Title: Cut
Author: Touko Kawai
Published: Digital Manga Publishing, 2003
Rating: 3 of 5
Page Count: 200
Total Page Count: 378,195
Text Number: 1405
Read Because: from this list of dark BL
Review: Two teenage boys catch each other behaving badly, pulling them into one another's self-sabotage. The art is nothing special; the drama of the traumatic backstories and the timing of the climax & resolution are all standard for the BL genre, and as a result tend towards silly and predictable. But the experience itself, of living with trauma and self-loathing, of building relationships despite/within that, is more organic and satisfying. This is nothing amazing, but as dark-BL-lite it's totally adequate.


Title: Sakura-Gari
Author: Yuu Watase
Published: 2007-2010
Rating: 4 of 5
Page Count: 715 (235+232+246)
Total Page Count: 378,940
Text Number: 1407
Read Because: from this list of dark BL
Review: Review of the series entire. I read a fair bit of Watase's shojo work as a teen and liked it fine, but don't remember much now & have no strong inclination to go back. I had no idea she's written dark BL with a historical setting: In 1920 Japan, a poor student studying for university takes on work at the home of a scandalous mixed-race aristocrat who blackmails him into a relationship. As per my usual grumpy old age of manga reading, I wish the dramatic reveals were toned down by like 10%. But I'm surprised how well this works. Its deeply rooted in its setting and feels fully lived, despite the contrivances of the drama: ambiguous, messy, cruel, but honest—the characters are informed by their histories and altered by their relationship and I buy the ending, which may be the truest sign of success in a narrative of this heightened tenor. A swift and compelling read.


Title: Color Recipe
Author: Harada
Published: Kadokawa Shoten, 2016 (Vol 1), Shinshokan, 2018 (Vol 2)
Rating: 3.5 of 5
Page Count: 430 (182+250)
Total Page Count: 381,755+260
Text Number: 1436-7
Read Because: reading the author, who I assume I originally found through this list of dark BL
Review: Harada's oneshots are some of the best I've ever read, dense and intense and fully utilizing their length. So a longer work feels unfairly attenuated and unfocused, despite that two volumes is still pretty short. But this remains deep within Harada's wheelhouse of psychological dark BL, and I appreciate that a longer work allows for a) a slower reveal of the coercion and manipulation occurring in the relationship and b) more room for the victim to evolve, which becomes an exploration of how and why people remain in abusive relationships. Unfortunately, longform also makes for c) more substantial depictions of problematic tropes like the depraved homosexual; it feels more tropey, more exaggerated, more like the rest of the genre. This isn't as breathtaking as drowning in those phenomenal oneshots, but it's a treat to linger longer in Harada's mind.
juushika: Screen capture of the Farplane from Final Fantasy X: a surreal landscape of waterfalls and flowers. (Anime/Game)
Title: Domu
Author: Katsuhiro Otomo
Translator: Dana Lewis, Toren Smith
Published: Dark Horse, 2001 (1982)
Rating: 3 of 5
Page Count: 240
Total Page Count: 377,125
Text Number: 1397
Read Because: reread, from my personal library
Review: In a giant apartment complex, the immemorable masses are caught in a battle between two psychics. The architecture is fantastic, and the contrast between that structured repetition and the improbable chaos of destruction is undeniably successful; the sheer scale of the climax and the small echoes of it in the resolution give this a successful structure. But it's not especially memorable—particularly the cast. Akira is better because it's an epic with more room for development, sure, but also because Otomo's style—his themes but also his art, especially his faces—are greatly enlivened by the addition of something sexy like, for example, body horror, motorcycles, or homoerotic subtext.


Title: Ghost Hunt vol 1-3
Author: Shiho Inada (based on the light novel series by Fuyumi Ono)
Published: Del Rey, 1998-1999 (2005-2006)
Rating: 2 of 5
Page Count: 450 (224+208+20 of 195)
Total Page Count: 377,995
Text Number: 1402-4
Read Because: found on multiple horror manga lists, paperbacks borrowed from the Wilsonville Public Library
Review: Review of the series "entire"; DNF during volume 3 of 12. Ghost Hunt's premise could describe any number of serial paranormal mysteries: a motley group investigates hauntings which aren't quite what they seem but nonetheless have a genuine paranormal element; the protagonist is an outsider, but her key role in solving cases indicates she may have latent paranormal abilities; oh, and she's in a developing relationship with the complicated team lead. So whether it's good comes down to: 1) What's the serial paranormal mystery element like? This one is cozy, not too scary, with a standard structure but an interesting Japanese framework. The overarching plot seems thin or absent. 2) How are the interpersonal elements? I enjoy the unlikely bedfellows vibe, lesser cousin of the found family; but the supporting characters are over the top and the central relationship fails to grab me. So this isn't for me, but I get how it could work—maybe a good bet for a cozy & comfortingly predictable paranormal mystery.
juushika: A photo of a human figure in a black cat-eared hoodie with a black cat and a black cat plushie (Cat+Cat+Cat)
Title: The Hollow Places
Author: T. Kingfisher (aka Ursula Vernon)
Published: Gallery / Saga Press, 2020
Rating: 4 of 5
Page Count: 360
Total Page Count: 373,725
Text Number: 1375
Read Because: fan of the previous book in the "series," ebook borrowed from the Multnomah County Library
Review: While working at her uncle's bizarre local museum, a woman finds something even stranger: a hole in the wall which opens to a bunker which opens to a river dotted by doors and surrounded by willows. This has the DNA of and the lessons learned from The Twisted Ones, to which it's an indirect sequel: an irreverent, relatable protagonist stumbles into a horror plot, but where the previous book has a delightfully terrifying concept which is derailed by an action-heavy plot, this is a slower burn and a longer one. Its hook is fine, but the real pleasure is the sustained, multifaceted exploration of the world and its implications—a little like a thriller, a little like a mystery, surprisingly speculative, but wisely offering hypotheses rather than concrete answers; it's less scary than The Twisted Ones, but has that good weird fiction vibe. The ending sequence still gets a little silly, and there's irreverent-relatable-protagonist moments that don't land well (the references to fandom shipping wars already feel dated)—so, not a perfect book. But I wanted highly engaging horror & I sure did read some highly engaging horror.


Title: Animal Land: Where there are no People
Author: Sybil Corbet
Illustrator: Katherine Corbet
Published: J.M. Dent & Co., 1897
Rating: 5 of 5
Page Count: 50
Total Page Count: 373,825
Text Number: 1377
Read Because: saw it come up on Tumblr, read via George A. Smathers Libraries (University of Florida)
Review: Animals conceived by a little girl as illustrated by her mother, and if the premise of wiggly monsters with weird names and abrupt nonsense captions seems like it might be delightful then, good news!, this is. It's whimsical in the sense of pure and sincere childhood nonsense; the art is delightfully bizarre and the captions are even better; there's an extensive but equally nonsense/sincere introduction by Andrew Lang.

And eminently relatable: "The Burkan: A nasty biting Thing. Theres none more about it"


Title: Knights of Sidonia vols 1-8
Author: Tsutomu Nihei
Published: Vertical, 2013-2014 (2009-2012)
Rating: 2 of 5
Page Count: 1500 (192+192+184+184+184+184+176+200)
Total Page Count: 375,325
Text Number: 1378-85
Read Because: fan of the anime, paperbacks borrowed from the Wilsonville Public Library
Review: In the distant future, a savant mech pilot is pulled from obscurity to save a generation ship in its war against a massive, consuming alien force. DNF at volume 8 of 15, which I did not expect. I love the anime! But it's a pretty faithful adaptation with the added benefit of significantly more legible action sequences (Nihei is good at sense of scale and abysmal at action), and the slapstick and fanservice feel more obnoxious in the manga. I'm not sure if this is because they're given more space or just that I'm overlooking them in my memories of the anime; but, however thematically appropriate they are for the specific wish-fulfilment/butt-monkey role of the protagonist, it doesn't suit the tone and doesn't make them less annoying. So I'll stick with my fond memories of the anime, but I can't be bothered to finish the manga despite that I was hoping to gain insight from details which were changed/omitted in adaptation.
juushika: Gif of a Bebe, a tiny doll from the anime Puella Magi Madoka Magica, eating a slice of cheesecake (Bebe)
Title: Vassalord
Author: Nanae Chrono
Published: Tokyopop, 2008-2010 (2006-2013)
Rating: 3 of 5
Page Count: 1310 (192+192+192+176+174+180+204)
Total Page Count: 360,475
Text Number: 1304-1310
Read Because: reading more trashy BL/BL-adjacent manga, paperbacks borrowed from the Wilsonville Public Library
Review: It feels insincere to pick up a series about a cyborg-vampire and his troubled relationship with his "master," maker, and only food source and then turn around and call it very anime, but—this is! The style is excessive, the action is uninteresting and sometimes illegible, the humor doesn't always land, the intimacy fake-outs are tropey, and there's a lot of intentional doubling which is nonetheless ridiculous—the mess of Rayflo/Rayfell/Chris called Charley called Cherry/Cheryl/Berry is fun to say but points to flaws in the art, namely that the mangaka struggles with female bodies and Rayflo & Rayfell are weaker for it.

But it grew on me, in part because that excess is the point of a vampire manga, but also because there's surprising consistency in the central relationship—a consistency done disservice by the fake-outs and maybe even by the series's place as "mainstream"/nonexplicit/not BL. The feedings and sexual fake-outs as are framed as subtext, substitutions, or even baiting for a "real" relationship, but then the plot plays it all straight within the relationship's development: this is the intimacy that exists in this point in an evolving and complicated romantic relationship. It's fascinating in retrospect and makes for fun feeding scenes which go hog-wild with the sexual subtext but also feel like a convincing nonhuman intimacy. Come for the OTT gay vampire shenanigans; breeze through a plot that does interesting things with character backstories but uninteresting things with the central action; stay because the interpersonal mess of gay vampire shenanigans is pretty good actually, within the bounds of trashy manga.



Title: Loveless (1-13)
Author: Yun Kouga
Translator: Ray Yoshimoto
Published: TokyoPop 2006-2018 (2002-2018)
Rating: 4 of 5
Page Count: 2440 (200+200+200+190+192+200+200+194+176+176+176+176+160)
Total Page Count: 366,925
Text Number: 1329-1341
Read Because: recommended by Rosamund, paperbacks borrowed from the Wilsonville Public Library
Review: Review of volumes 1-13. I toss around the descriptor "id fic" a lot because it's a style I seek out, but almost nothing is as id as this: after his brother's mysterious violent death, a 12 year old boy with cat ears that denote his virginity-aka-youth inherits a college student who professes who love and serve him in magical battles where words become spells and injury is signified by BDSM gear. It's profoundly "problematic," in ways which aren't meant to be examined but function instead as romantic fantasy, and in (often overlapping) ways which confront subjects like child abuse, age and power differentials, virginity and intimacy, and consent. The art is a flowing shojo style, the covers are fluffy pastel dreams, and everyone and thing is—rather, appears to be—beautiful.

It's far from flawless. The episodic structure grows repetitive and introduces a mixed bag of supporting characters; I love most of them, they enrich the worldbuilding, but it makes for a cluttered cast. I'd prefer a tighter focus ... and a plot which were actually finished by now, because I doubt this ever will be. But it works on premise alone, which is to say that it's about what it means to be (or not be) a bonded fighting pair, exchanging power, ability, and consent; plot developments make for a much richer and more complex examination, but it doesn't require resolution to be satisfying. I came to this experience expecting something tropey, fanbaity, even cringy; it is! but it does good by those elements, fully indulging them but then rendering them well-characterized, provoking, and nuanced.


Title: Endless World
Author: Dokuro Jaryuu
Published: Marble Comics, 2008
Rating: 4 of 5
Page Count: 205
Total Page Count: 372,175
Text Number: 1368
Read Because: on this list of dark-themed BL
Review: I love how a posthumous narrative—two people connecting in the shadow of someone they knew and loved—allows for the depiction of complex, contradictory, deeply fucked up relationships and behavior without a narrative structure than condones it; it engages and progresses its genre conventions. I wouldn't call it subtle: it's intense and dark and dirty, a stylized and heightened experience; but nuanced, too, and packing a lot into a one-shot.
juushika: A black and white photo of an ink pen (Writing)
Title: Too Pretty To Live: The Catfishing Murders of East Tennessee
Author: Dennis Brooks
Narrator: John Pruden
Published: Blackstone Audio, 2016
Rating: 3 of 5
Page Count: 260
Total Page Count: 360,735
Text Number: 1311
Read Because: reviewed by Katherine Addison/Sarah Monette, audiobook borrowed from the Multnomah County Library
Review: A fascinating case precisely for being so mundane. Catfishing is an unremarkable phenomenon/hazard of the internet and the records of the one-sided strife that motivated these killings are mind-numbingly petty. Nonetheless it did lead to a premeditated and masterminded murder—"masterminded" in clumsy, transparent, but effective ways: it's vulnerable people making dumb decisions all the way down. Brooks's workmanlike writing is bland in a way that complements the grinding atmosphere; his depiction of the legal system is honest but unflattering, and approach to neurodivergence is predictably spotty.


Title: Bokurano
Author: Mohiro Kitoh
Published: 2003-2009
Rating: 4.5 of 5
Page Count: 2265 (200+216+200+192+200+200+192+224+208+208+224)
Total Page Count: 363,000
Text Number: 1312-1322
Read Because: reread, originally recommended by Ashiva
Review: Fifteen kids stumble into a contract to pilot a massive mecha and save the world—only to discover that the cost of piloting the mech is their lives, and the enemy mech are piloted by residents of parallel Earths. The various tragic backstories/complex motives of the pilots and the dramatic reveals of the overarching plot can grow a little crazy, but within anime/manga standards it's not that bad and it certainly feels premeditated; the only significant consequence is that the kids read as a little older than 13 when their youth is such an important factor.

But the way that Bokurano expands and collapses its scale is brilliant and devastating. The revelations build on themselves, logical and unavoidable. The stakes are incomprehensibly large, so the cast copes however it can—by narrowing their view to one selfish final wish; by meditating on moral and social obligation in the face of death. But the stakes are also forcibly comprehended, by the weight (or lack thereof) of each character's life but also in the unique shapes of the mech battles —most remarkably spoiler Ushiro's final genocide. It's genre-engaged, adeptly written, and deceptively quiet within all that action; the art is crisp and unassuming, and the minimal screentone and powerful two-page spreads contribute a lot to the tone. This is one of my favorite manga and I love it even more this second time through, which speaks to its strength: for all the twists, it's less about shock value and more about sitting with the realizations that come after shock fades.


Title: The Councillor (The Councillor Book 1)
Author: E.J. Beaton
Published: DAW, 2021
Rating: 3 of 5
Page Count: 450
Total Page Count: 363,700
Text Number: 1324
Read Because: reviewed by Rosamund, ebook borrowed from the Multnomah County Library
Review: When the queen is assassinated under the looming shadow of magical war, her lowborn friend must enter the realm of politics. For me, this was a slow burn. The political intrigue of the setup and the colorfully diverse rulers & countries of origin is all totally adequate, predictably paced, and I just wasn't feeling it. But the protagonist grew on me. She has distinctive characteristics, and her relationship with power is particularly interesting: personal, sexual, and political power bleeds together, and her desire and aptitude for it is presented with intriguing ambiguity—character strength or flaw? political problem or solution? It builds an investment in the plot and relationships which is more nuanced than the fun but tropey political intrigue.
juushika: A black and white photo of an ink pen (Writing)
Title: A Deadly Education
Author: Naomi Novik
Published: Del Rey, 2020
Rating: 4 of 5
Page Count: 335
Total Page Count: 353,530
Text Number: 1277
Read Because: fan of the author/reviewed by Rosamund, ebook borrowed from the Multnomah County Library
Review: A wizard with an unwanted aptitude for destructive magic in her second year at a deadly magical school finds things ever more complicated by the hero who keeps saving her—and everyone else. All these elements are strong: the proto-antagonist PoV is edgy without being tiresome, funny but balanced by realistic character flaws; the "hero as a supporting character, and also he's dumb" trope is great fun in the context of magical schools and the looming shadow of Harry Potter, and reminds me of Brennan's In Other Lands; the school is surprisingly fascinating—dangerous but often in realistically tedious ways, with a unique magic system, and delivered through a whole host of infodumping which is somehow satisfying rather than immersion-breaking, a trick Novik also pulls off in the Temeraire books and which I adore. The actual action of the plot is less interesting than immersion in the world, and the attempt to build character development and a satisfying ending in a book about how the world has innate problems that society makes worse can't but feel a little too easy, a little hollow. But these are nitpicks; I enjoyed the hell out of this & look forward to more.


Title: Girls' Last Tour
Author: Tsukumizu
Published: Yen Press, 2017-2019 (2014-2018)
Rating: 2.5 of 5
Page Count: 960 (160+160+160+160+160+160)
Total Page Count: 354,860
Text Number: 1279-1284
Read Because: mentioned in comparison to the manga Blame!, paperbacks borrowed from the Wilsonville Public Library
Review: Review of the series entire. Two girls traverse the empty, decaying superstructure that was once home to humanity. I wanted to like this, and the post-apocalyptic take on the iyashikei genre has the right elements: lonely, intimate, soft, sparse; a comforting and gentle sadness. But I never grew to like Yuuri, which is a pretty substantial hang-up in a cast of two, and the pacing of the chapters—consider a philosophical issue, encounter a thematically-relevant landmark, obtain an limited and bittersweet understanding the issue, repeat—doesn't allow for organic depth. The later, longer arcs are more successful, but I never found myself invested in the world or lost in the atmosphere.


Title: The Black God's Drums
Author: P. Djèlí Clark
Published: Tor, 2018
Rating: 2.5 of 5
Page Count: 110
Total Page Count: 354,970
Text Number: 1285
Read Because: personal enjoyment, audiobook borrowed from the Multnomah County Library
Review: I'm glad I read this is audio, because it's all about lively voice and a living, vibrant setting—alt-history/steampunk/magical New Orleans reminiscent of the best intentions of Shawl's Everfair. (That said, the first person narration makes for particularly obvious infodumps.) But what plot slips in through the worldbuilding is slim. The protagonist's ride-along god got me to pick this up, and it gets a lot of page time, but it lacks those elements (tension, pseudo-internal conflict, an intimate relationship with inconceivable power, resulting character/relationship arcs) which draw me to the concept; as promising as it is, it just ends up feeling like a superpower. All the complexity is in the world; the rest is more action than depth.
juushika: A black and white photo of an ink pen (Writing)
Title: Parasyte (寄生獣, Kiseiju, Parasitic Beasts)
Author: Hitoshi Iwaaki
Translator: Andrew Cunningham
Published: Del Rey, 2007-2009 (1988-1995)
Rating: 3.5 of 5
Page Count: 2,315 (288+288+283+287+304+288+288+288)
Total Page Count: 341,265
Text Number: 1201-1210
Read Because: personal enjoyment, paperbacks borrowed from the Wilsonville Public Library
Review: Parasites invade human heads, piloting the body as a shapeshifting, maneating monster. But one fails, and manages only to capture the right hand of a teenage boy. This has a great length, long enough for a few episodic arcs, short enough to enforce consequences and progression. This isn't to say it's artful—there're moments that feel like any trashy seinen manga. But I appreciate the effect, particularly the escalation which builds on, rather than eclipsing, previous tragedies, and the satisfying exploration of my curiosities regarding the parasites. There's a human character who's weirdly sensitive (and therefore susceptible) to their presence, which is a great concept; the protagonist's character growth, trauma, and escalating violence is foiled by his physical changes as he becomes increasingly integrated with the parasite; relationships between parasites and humans, parasites and the concepts of humanity, parasites and their hosts, are nuanced and diverse. It's a surprising degree of gratifying id material within a fast-paced action/horror plot.

The overarching theme of "humans are the real planetary parasites" is less effective—it's just not an argument I take well to given the popular discourse surrounding climate change. The body horror I found more interesting than horrific, but my tolerance for that is high; the art is consistent, legible, but largely unexceptional. I blazed through this—it's not perfect, but it does well by an interesting concept, and I dig that.


Title: Ibitsu
Author: Haruto Ryo
Published: 2009-2010
Rating: 2 of 5
Page Count: 415
Total Page Count: 341,680
Text Number: 1211-1212
Read Because: personal enjoyment
Review: An urban legend proves true when a strange lolita-clad woman begins stalking the protagonist. This is silly, but I appreciate that it takes itself so far. There's no baited murder here—just murder, with later altercations taken to wholehearted extreme. The antagonist's backstory gets the requisite final twist, but it actually improves things, taking her from "trauma turns you into a monster" to "nope, just a super mega serial killer." None of this makes it good, and if it does interesting things by taking stalking seriously then it undermines any progressive intent with panty shots, gendered violence, and incest played for shock value.

Was my life enriched by Ibitsu? No. Did I want a horror manga and indeed read a gleefully gruesome horror manga which, emboldened by its short length, is carried away but its own violence? You betcha.


Title: Helter Skelter: Fashion Unfriendly
Author: Kyoko Okazaki
Translator: [forgot to record it, can't for the life of me find it online]
Published: Vertical, 2013 (2003)
Rating: 3 of 5
Page Count: 320
Total Page Count: 342,760
Text Number: 1222
Read Because: mentioned on some or another list of horror manga, paperback borrowed from the Wilsonville Public Library
Review: And up-and-coming celebrity is the product of secret, extensive, fragile plastic surgery. This is about the fickleness and violence of fame, beauty standards, pop culture, and sexism, taking them to surreal extremes; it's effective social commentary but not particularly nuanced or, as a result, memorable. What is memorable is the characters. Okazaki has an unfortunate same face issue that makes supporting characters difficult to distinguish, but the rancid mess of the central character (whose voiceovers intrude, sympathetic and vicious, into a usually-distant narrative) and her toxic, compelling relationships (explored through sexual content which teeters between coy and shocking but never settles for merely titillating) has a vibrancy that the themes alone lack.
juushika: Photograph of a black cat named August, laying down, looking to the side, framed by sunlight (August)
Title: The Book of Imaginary Beings
Author: Jorge Luis Borges
Translator: Andrew Hurley
Illustrator: Peter Sís
Published: Viking, 2006 (1957)
Rating: 3 of 5
Page Count: 235
Total Page Count: 335,680
Text Number: 1185
Read Because: on this list of speculative evolution texts, hardback borrowed from the Wilsonville Public Library
Review: Diverse but limited, esoterically researched and glaringly incomplete, and this all feels as it should be: this approach to the subject could never be perfected; it's the biased, perforce limited, but awesomely expansive product of one man's knowledge. The voice is suitably erudite, skeptical, and playful; Borges is as present in the text as the beasts. It makes for fun browsing, but it's not especially my style—I prefer something more exhaustively researched or more atmospheric/creative. But as the author's presence and selections are the real selling point, perhaps my opinion would differ were I more familiar with Borges.


Title: Blame!
Author: Tsutomu Nihei
Published: 1998-2003
Rating: 4 of 5
Page Count: 2190 (256+219+235+212+200+192+210+216+192+256)
Total Page Count: 338,140
Text Number: 1187-1196
Read Because: played NaissancE before watching Jacob Geller's video essay Gaming's Harshest Architecture: NaissanceE and Alienation & loved it, so then went to read the manga that inspired it, which I was familiar with because of the movie adaption, which I also love, and the anime adaptation of the author's Knights of Sidonia
Review: A man searches for the possibly-extinct gene that should allow humans to regain control of an endless megastructure and the artificial life that polices it. This is Nihei's first manga and it shows: the faces are dodgy in early volumes (particularly the ridiculous eye spacing) and it leans incomprehensible, often in action sequences but also in the plot, which is—intentionally, effectively, but sometimes still adversely—sparse and obscure.

It's difficult to convey absence, to convey massive, unoccupied space. Sometimes this struggles; it's hard to track movement through the world, or populations feel unrealistically cluttered. But sometimes, the protagonist's impossible gun destroys forty miles of city and stair and walkway and it doesn't matter. In this impossibly massive context, forty miles of devastation is inconsequential. Nihei's architectural art is phenomenal, and the plot and characters echo this sense of alienating scale; it's a vast, hostile loneliness which is captivating and which overwhelms flaws elsewhere.


Title: Gnomes
Author: Wil Huygen
Illustrator: Rien Poortvliet
Published: Harry N. Abrams, 1977 (1976)
Rating: 3.5 of 5
Page Count: 210
Total Page Count: 338,350
Text Number: 1197
Read Because: reread, hardback from my personal library
Review: This was a childhood favorite and it's a lovely autumn reread. It's so dang cozy, especially the details of the home—also earthy, magical, charming, domestic, picturesque, even quaint; there's an inherent humor in taxonomizing the fantastic. It doesn't just hold up to but indeed benefits from my haze of nostalgia. That said, the suck fairy has paid a brief visit since my childhood, particularly to touch on the strict gender roles and the praise for a lost "traditional" way of life which is linked to inherent moral purity, beauty, and the great man theory. The longer stories at the end contradict and complicate some of these elements, but the general trend remains and it rankles.
juushika: A black and white photo of an ink pen (Writing)
Title: Wandering Son vols 1-4
Author: Takako Shimura
Translator: Matt Thorn
Published: Fantagraphics, (2011-2013) 2003-2005
Rating: 2.5 of 5
Page Count: 210+228+224+~100=760
Total Page Count: 332,870
Text Number: 1168-1171
Read Because: on NYPL's Beginner's Guide to LGBTQ+ Manga, hardbacks borrowed from the Wilsonville Public Library
Review: 2.5 stars, review of the series "entire"—I DNF'd midway through volume 4. Slice of life is lovely, and it's the right pacing for a gentle exploration of the gender identities of young trans kids; it's predictably conservative trans representation, but there's room for the organic inconsistency and uncertainty which sells the character arcs. But 15 volumes is too much room, and the hijinks and supporting characters grow tedious. Shimura's voice is gentle and her style round and clear (except that, as always, it can be hard to tell characters apart). I wanted to like this, and I'm still glad it exists; but I wasn't getting enough out of it to persist through 11 more volumes.


Title: The Magic Meadow
Author: Alexander Key
Published: Open Road Media, 2014 (1975)
Rating: 3 of 5
Page Count: 125
Total Page Count: 332,995
Text Number: 1172
Read Because: reviewed by [personal profile] rachelmanija, ebook borrowed from the Multnomah County Library
Review: Five children and their nurse teleport from a derelict hospital to a beautiful meadow. This is brief and engaging read that does almost nothing I expected—it's effectively a science fantasy take on the portal fantasy trope, and the entire plot is a gentle mystery: what's the nature of the world the children are leaving, and the world they're entering, and how did they get there? It's successfully paced against the struggle to survive in a new place; I would have loved the cozy, perilous, mysterious atmosphere as a kid, but as an adult reader it feels a little sketched-in, particularly the ending.

Reader beware re: the depiction of disability. I personally dislike mystery illnesses as a trope, but it suits the general vibe. The children are partially cured of their conditions in the portal world, which is handled with relatively delicacy but still is what it is.


Title: Autobiography of a Geisha (芸者、苦闘の半生涯, Geisha, Half a Lifetime of Pain and Struggle)
Author: Sayo Masuda
Translator: G.G. Rowley
Published: Columbia University Press, 2005 (1957)
Rating: 4 of 5
Page Count: 185
Total Page Count: 333,180
Text Number: 1173
Read Because: recommended by [personal profile] ambyr, borrowed from OpenLibrary
Review: The poverty and disenfranchisement could make this a painful read, and it's brutal in its honesty. But Masuda's voice is aware and immediate—she moves quickly through her memoir, she sketches other people distinctly, she balances pathos with an expected liveliness that approaches humor. It creates a surprisingly accessible view into the rarely discussed (but oft imagined) realities of life for a bathhouse geisha in the 1930s and 40s, but Masuda expands from her memoir into a broader view that critiques the effects of misogyny and politics on poor women in rural Japan. My previous touchstone on geisha was Iwasaki's Geisha: A Life, which I also recommend; I appreciate the memoirs even better in tandem, as they explore vastly different experiences within a shared, flawed system.
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Just pretend it's not technically still Wednesday, the day when everyone is inundated with Words About Books! Even though, by complete coincidence, I have a lot of Words about The Wicker King! My non-comics, non-spoopy picture books reading has been pretty solid lately.


Title: Gideon the Ninth (The Ninth House Book 1)
Author: Tamsyn Muir
Published: Tor, 2019
Rating: 3 of 5
Page Count: 450
Total Page Count: 330,890
TText Number: 1184
Read Because: reviewed by books and pieces, ebook borrowed from the Multnomah County Library
Review: Summons from the Emperor force childhood rivals to work together, or: Necromancers, in Spaaace. This is a debut novel and sure feels like it. It has a ton going on, and the first and arguably least successful element is Gideon's snarky voice. I agree that something needs to cut the necromancer-aesthetic, which played straight would be ridiculous ... but I'm not convinced this is the right counterpoint, because it's so annoying I almost DNF'd at the 10% mark. The next element is a the lost-civilization history of the far future space necromancers, which pulled me back in—it's intriguing and works phenomenally well with the aesthetic. Then there's antagonistic-relationship feels, too easily spoiler ) but altogether a compelling dynamic. Then rapid plot developments and escalations involving an unwieldy large cast; then a bombastic climax; then a solid ending, which is vital given the book's ambitions. It's a lot of book, running overlong and veering towards hot mess—but it's enthusiastically its own thing, while still reminiscent of the enjoyable stylized dark queer space operas of the last few years. I'm glad I stuck with it, but my recommendation comes with caveats.


Title: My Brother's Husband (Volumes 1-4)
Author: Gengoroh Tagame
Published: Pantheon Books, 2017-2018 (2014-2017)
Rating: 4 of 5
Page Count: 705 (352+352)
Total Page Count: 331,595
Text Number: 1185
Read Because:multiple recommendations, hardbacks borrowed from the Wilsonville Public Library
Review: This is a review of the series entire. A Japanese man reevaluates his family history and social biases when his dead brother's Canadian husband shows up to visit. This is on the nose, particularly in its depiction of social issues like culture shock and homophobia, but also in the endearing-to-cutesy cast and the borderline-saccharine heartwarming tone. But it's also balanced and assured—there's character growth and the gentle pacing of slice-of-life, there's nuance in the social criticism, and the art is clean and confident. (Even the bara style comes to feel thematically appropriate as an interrogation of the "inherent" sexual nature/inappropriateness of gay men and gay culture.) It's a sincere pleasure and has just the right length.


Title: The Wicker King
Author: K. Ancrum
Published: Imprint, 2017
Rating: 3 of 5
Page Count: 320
Total Page Count: 332,390
Text Number: 1189
Read Because: personal enjoyment, ebook borrowed from the Multnomah County Library
Review: A pair of teenage boys are pulled back into a childhood game when one of them begins hallucinating a fantasy world. The fuckor this gave me was profound: tortured, beautiful, enigmatic teenage boys struggling with queerness and something spooky/strange is my jam—in the sense that I'd've written it a decade ago. Now it feels a little trashy, and the writing compounds that. The addictive microchapters and underwhelming mixed media elements make for a quick, engaging read, but they still feel like gimmicks. The characters and relationships are stylized, exaggerated, never quite real—but also compelling and sympathetic. Insofar as this is trash, it's my trash and I appreciate it. And it's not bad trash, because the social/health issues are well-handled. (But it's still trash.)

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